That girl.

永恒

2012-02-14T00:10:00.005+08:00

嘿，世界上有没有东西是永恒的？
猜想除了塑料袋之外，应该没有了吧。

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十只蜗牛经过相处了一段的时间后，逐渐建立了深厚的感情。它们以为，它们会永远在一起面对人生道路上现在或未来会面对的事情。

未来是个未知数。没有人知道下一秒，会不会突然有只蜗牛犹豫了一下，怀疑了一下，进而影响到了其他蜗牛们继续向前迈进的心情。

有一只蜗牛，它开始怀疑、甚至觉得自己不适合这个地方。它毅然放弃了一切，匆匆交待一声，不告而别。这只蜗牛平日的表现算中上，其他蜗牛对它的评价也不算很差。每只蜗牛听到了这个消息后，吓了一跳！

人的一生，会有很多过客。我们不必太在意某某人到底曾留在我们身边多久。我们不埋怨，反而要感谢这些过客。正因为他们，你的人生就被涂上各种不同的色彩；正因为他们，你学到了各种各样的事物；正因为他们，你懂得如何在伤心时擦干眼泪、在跌倒时自己爬起来。

谢谢那些曾在你生命里出现过的人。就算他走了，你也不要感到遗憾，因为你又有一个机会去接触另外一个全新的人了。

祝：努力迈向目标，让自己变得更positive!
*文，加油！就算他走了，你还有我们 ;) ♥

Face problem

2012-02-09T00:12:00.002+08:00

根据Google,压力可被解释为威逼人的力量：精神压力、情况的紧迫或紧张。

唉，说倒容易。

给你看看我现在的样子。

不笑。对着电脑不可能傻笑吧。

逼自己笑一笑。丑。

再一个大笑！呃。。。-.-

最近，不少人跟我抱怨：“你很down咩？做么样子酱严肃？”不然就是：“干嘛一直皱眉头啊？你很凶叻。”

我整个人显掉。我只不过是个工作时候认真的人罢了。惨了，难道皱眉习惯成自然了？

我努力让自己看起来很平易近人。*拼命用手指把眉头弄开* *转啊，搓啊~*

希望我的‘臭脸’能够快点变成‘香脸’吧。

坏习惯并不是一朝一夕能够被改掉的。

给我一点时间。

毕竟中学时期我‘假假底’都算是个很厉害的巡查员。

珍惜日

2012-01-21T02:34:00.002+08:00

今天，是我有史以来心情最大起大落的一次。

原来，从助教到老师的过程一点也不简单。今天，是我们十只蜗牛感到紧张的一天：Interview by headmaster. （吓）

面试过程，撇开紧张不说，大致上我们十个还算过得去。最最让人紧张的时刻莫过于公布成绩的那一刻。我们一个一个被叫进校长室，由校长亲口告诉我们。

Before...
我们是跟着次序排的。殊不知，最后一刻，竟然跳过了我和其中一位助教。天空顿时打雷了，接着我俩便一起‘下雨’（哭）。那些已面试成功的助教们忙着安慰我们，有的还和我们一起抱头大哭起来了。老师们见状，都吓着了。

一个月。我进超级一个月左右了。没想到我们十只蜗牛感情那么好呗，就像有一条粗壮的绳子，紧紧地把我们套在一起。那种看不见、摸不着的bond竟有着那么强的力量！

最后，我还是面试成功了。（哭着进去，哭着出来）
校长要我好好珍惜机会，并努力向上。

*我是第十位，也是最后一位成功‘晋级’的人。当下，十只蜗牛还是一直哭，一直哭~ :3 蜗牛们，我的眼睛肿了！><
**哭完之后，到火锅店办收工宴。捞生的时候，我只说了一句：“希望我们十个都能进超级！”
***虽然校长是没什么机会看见，不过我还是要打从心底，衷心地说一句：“谢谢您！”

勇气

2012-01-20T02:26:00.000+08:00

每到这个时候，我都特别有感觉。

所谓的感觉。。
就是自己和自己对话的那种感觉。

我常这样。

单刀直入吧？
我想成为一个勇敢的人。因为，勇敢的人都能拿出勇气来面对自己的缺点。
内心的恐惧逐渐填满我的心脏。我讨厌自己成为一个骄傲的人，我不想要。可是在某些时候我又觉得自己很像孔雀，开着屏，孤芳自赏。
突然觉得很可悲。

如何拥有空杯心态？
把自己杯子里的水全倒出来。这样才能容得下别人要装给我们的水。
唉，说得容易。
我不明白别人为何能做到杯子完全倒空的境界，因为无论我怎么尝试，还是会有那么一点水留在自己的杯子里。

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今天，老师给了十只蜗牛一个任务：种最美丽的花。

十只蜗牛的脸色，各有各的精彩。
有的很彷徨，因为不知道该怎么种；有的很担心，怕自己的花开出来不艳丽；唯独那只黑蜗牛，心里很兴奋，因为它懂得种花的技巧，还想好了要种什么花。（注：黑蜗牛很爱种花）

任务一开始，黑蜗牛便兴致勃勃地撒下花种子，猛浇水，开始了它的种花之旅。种出最美丽的花成了它的使命。

没错，黑蜗牛的花种子的确比其他蜗牛们的早发芽，还赶在它们的种子发芽前就已经开出了一朵鲜艳夺目的花朵。哟，绚丽得很！黑蜗牛沾沾自喜，虽然兴奋之情难以掩饰，但它还是把那份如波涛汹涌般的感觉藏在心底，不让它在脸上露出馅儿 —— 哪怕只是一点儿蛛丝马迹。

当别的蜗牛得悉它已完成任务后，纷纷要求它让它们看看那朵最美丽的花。每个看了过后赞不绝口，还赞赏：“你的花种得太美了，别人的花都无法媲美！”
这些话，都让黑蜗牛开心了老半天。它觉得自己真的是种花高手了。

当然，它不想让别人知道自己那么骄傲。于是，它让每一只蜗牛都把自己种的花都拿出来，它要看看别的蜗牛都种出什么样的花来了。

不看还好，一看便脸红。

有一只平凡的蜗牛，种出了一朵纯洁无瑕、白如天使下凡的小花。黑蜗牛怔住了。它从没看过一朵如此平凡，却又有如蜜糖般的魅力，深深地吸引着蜗牛们去舔的花朵。
从那白色的花瓣、青翠的绿叶、花茎、延伸到它的根部，黑蜗牛看见了一份执著、一份认真、一份坚持，还有谦虚。

原来，那只蜗牛并不擅长种花。当它知道它必须完成这项任务时，它虚心地向别的蜗牛讨教种花的技巧。这还是其次，那只蜗牛不分昼夜，细心灌溉着那些未知的花种子，有时还会唱歌给它们听呢！

黑蜗牛的花虽然比别人绚丽一百倍、一千倍，但却没有那股平凡踏实的美丽，反而是有着一股霸气，咄咄逼人。

它惭愧了。它不再孤芳自赏。它开始学习把自己看成一粒沙。它要成为一只能够容纳别人的蜗牛，而不是只被别人容纳的蜗牛。

慢蜗牛与快蜗牛

2012-01-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

在一个风和日丽的早晨，有十只蜗牛因缘分在某个公园相遇了。

十只蜗牛，长得差不多。
它们认识了。它们很开心。它们做朋友。它们一起玩。它们决定一起为将来努力拼搏。

一个月过去了。。。

十只蜗牛的本事都渐渐地崭露头角了。有的很厉害吃叶子；有的爬很快；有的很可爱；有的不吃菜；有的爱说话；有的爱大笑。

但是有一只长得黑黑的蜗牛，不厉害吃叶子；爬得很慢；还一点都不可爱。每一次赛跑的时候，总是跑在最后。大汗淋漓，气喘如牛。
别的蜗牛们，似乎很享受跑步，还很开心地一面跑一面说笑。跑步对它们来说好像很轻松那样。

那只黑黑的蜗牛开始羡慕起它们来了。黑蜗牛很讨厌自己。它懊恼：本是小蜗牛，为何同命不同运？

它很想摆脱命运的纠缠，因为它读过一本书：命运是掌握在自己的手里的。它决定默默耕耘，慢慢爬，慢慢爬，爬到追得上它们为止。

现在，黑蜗牛还在爬。它在想方法：“该怎么爬，才能追得上它们啊？”
*搔头*

“总有个方法的。” 黑蜗牛对自己说。

它决定骑脚踏车。

外面的世界

2012-01-07T03:22:00.002+08:00

2012年。龙年。闰年。

听起来不错？好像很吉祥如意的一年。

这个时代，人们联系的方式不再只是口头说的和写信那么简单了。现在，已经厉害到两岁小孩手中都会拿着一部iPad，小学生都会用Facebook，中学生都会用Samsung Galaxy S II，青年都会用iPhone 4S，爸爸妈妈都会用Skype的年代了。大概只有爷爷奶奶那一代还对高科技用品不是很熟悉吧。

难怪，老一辈的人都不喜欢新一代的人过分依赖这种产品。他们都太孤独了！当他们还在期待儿子孙子回来团圆，吃饭的时候能够顺道聊一聊近况，到头来失望的还是他们自己。

现在的人，好像都不怎么爱关心别人。就以自我为中心，自己最强。

来，放空一下。

我叫你放空。。

现在的你，坐在电脑面前多久了？10分钟？1小时？还是已经是一天了？！
来，站起来。屁股要离开椅子哦。
看看时钟。

几点啦？
吃过饭了没？还是顾着网络上朋友们的一举一动而忘了进食啊？

检查一下，有没有重要的事情要做？如果没有，请把电脑关掉。开这么久，很浪费电源。坐这么久，屁股也很容易变大。（女生要注意咯）

眼睛顾着看荧幕，嘴巴是不是都忘了打开啊？
忘了喝水?
忘了说话？

快！把电脑关掉，站起来，出去。

别只顾着用手指‘说话’，
人的嘴巴其实也很有用处。

2012

2012-01-01T23:27:00.001+08:00

始终忘不了昨夜狂欢到了极点的派对。

那是一个倒数派对。而我也是到了昨天才知道自己很能融入在音乐声中尽情的扭动身体，左摇右摆。嘿，跳舞渐渐成为我的兴趣哦。*笑*

2011年尾就在欢乐声和尖叫声悄悄的离开。当我们愕然时，新的一年也开始了。

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我们很习惯性的把每一分，每一秒，甚至是每一天，每一年都看成理所当然。
我们最常听到的：“新的一年到了！我一定不能像去年那样懒散。我一定要发奋图强，达XX目标！” 最后还一定会加一句：“今年会更好！”之类的话语。

不知这是种自我鼓励呢，还是自欺欺人。我相信，100%这样说的人，大概只有10%的人会在年底的时候，很光荣地说：“总算我年头定下的目标没有浪费掉。我还是坚持到了今天，我也开始相信天下无难事，只怕有心人！我有信心明年我一定能比今年过得更好！”

另外的90%呢？“真讨厌。往往定下的目标到最后怎么都没办法实现呢？唉~只怪自己太懒。没关系，新的一年就快到了，在努力不就可以了吗！嘻嘻，大把时间啦！玩先~”

结果，可想而知吧。

其实没什么，说这个的重点就是：珍惜时间。要知道光阴一去不复返啊。你下一秒，就比前一秒老了一分钟！

*打工以后，我发觉自己摆脱了虚拟的网络世界了。其实，除了把眼睛死盯着电脑荧幕看之余，把头转一转，你会发现，外面的世界更精彩！

我亮了。

2011-12-28T01:58:00.000+08:00

你知道吗？世界上最幸运的事情就是当你遇到贵人的时候。

我超幸运的。

你知道吗？坚持这两个字，很帅。

人生如2000张拼图，你必须坚持地把它一片一片的拼上去。现在的我，只拼了整张拼图的1/10。所以，要坚持！最后，必定会看见最美的风景！

你知道吗？做人要靠自己。

爸爸妈妈是世界上最疼我们的人。

我也很疼他们。

小学的时候，我们常在作文簿上写：我要好好读书，不辜负父母及老师对我的期望。

现在，我也要好好读书，珍惜读书的机会，靠自己的努力换取成功的果实！

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“有时候，我们并不需要什么华丽的包装，或者夸张的词语来哗众取宠。反而，平凡的事情常能够在某些时刻偷偷地敲敲门，填满我们的心房。那种淡淡的平凡却又有一种熟悉但难以形容的感觉，会渗出来。

你有过吗？我常有。

然后我就会感恩，觉得自己精神起来，亮了。

平凡就是这样。淡淡的味道，却让人永远无法忘记它。

开车这回事

2011-12-12T00:14:00.001+08:00

马路如虎口。

蛮老土的一句话，却一刻都不容松懈。

今早，我从朋友口中得悉了一件闻者伤心，听者流泪的事。我的学长在一场车祸中去世了。

他比我年长3岁。是一位品学兼优，人缘又好的年轻小子。这位拥有大好前途的人，就这样被死神带走。

或许他并不认识我，或他根本没记起我是谁，但都没有关系。我知道他就好了。他就是那位平日执行任务时都很严肃，私底下却很搞笑的 Penolong Ketua Pengawas。

犹记得，两年前我和同伴代表学校参加诗歌朗诵比赛。那时候，我们的负责老师，张老师就把他给带来了。第一次的邂逅，足以让我的下巴在一瞬间拉长了好几厘米。他天生就散发着那种让人生羡的魅力！听说他以前是个叱咤风云的人物，都在诗歌朗诵和辩论比赛屡创佳绩。小妹我真的甘拜下风。

我真的觉得死神好坏。这地球，将会少了一位很厉害的人！可惜，浪费浪费浪费。:'( 可是，除了可惜，我也没有别的话好说了。天注定。

给学长：
虽然我们只有过一面之缘，但是我非常荣幸能有这个机会认识你。感谢上天让我遇见你，因为你真的是一位很棒的人！我为你的离去感到惋惜。我要以你为榜样。学长，谢谢你。希望你在另一个世界能够继续大放异彩！这个世界因曾经有过你的存在而美丽。

（他的离去，让我很想哭。虽然交情不深，但。。。就是很想哭）

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今天是第一天到Cheras去听undang。同行的有Syuen和Li Jien。那里的讲师给我们看了很多关于交通的影片。有的搞笑，有的触目惊心，但都承载着同样的信息：开车要小心。

听到了学长的新闻后，我真的觉得开车这回事，不是开玩笑的。

所以，一直都在开快车，或者喜欢挑战交警的你，停止你那愚蠢的行为吧！
马路如虎口这句话不是盖的。

那些年

2011-12-01T23:58:00.019+08:00

相信不用我多说，大家也知道九把刀吧？

好久以前就久仰大名了，当时的感觉就是：“这谁啊？笔名那么怪。”　虽说人类是视觉动物，但有一些（比方说我）也是听觉动物。一听到他的名字，就不太有兴趣要看他的书。

直到有一天，班上突然掀起了“九把刀风”。很多人手中几乎都捧着九把刀的爱情系列小说。而我家的老妹呢，也从朋友那里借了一本九把刀的著作《这些年，二哥哥很想你》。故事大纲大约是这样：九把刀从小就很想养一只狗。过后，他们家就如愿养了一只博美（狐狸犬吧？）书中他有提到，他都让博美干他的小腿。还有种种追女孩的情节。我读完后的感觉就是：“这个人真的。。好敢写哦！”　他从不哗众取宠，写的都是真人真事。他也不包装自己，因为他都写他挖鼻屎，然后给狗狗吃等等。总之，他让我对他，九把刀另眼相看了！

之后，我就开始迷他的小说。原因无他，就是喜欢他赤裸裸的文笔。他鲜少用美好的字句，但写出来的东西，往往会让人情不自禁的跟着点头。读他的书会有以下几种表情：
１）皱眉。因为有时候真得太恶心了。谁叫他都没把那些事情修饰修饰。
２）大笑。这应该是最常见的场景吧！
３）用力点头。原因无他，就是因为认同他写的东西。就觉得怎么有人能那么准确的道中心里话吧？

*这些感觉是我自己悟出来了。如果九把刀迷们都没有的话，那见仁见智吧.*

好啦，废话不多说了。
在这里纯粹只想分享这部电影。

这部电影改编于九把刀高中追女仔的故事。建议如果还没看其电影及书的朋友，应该先看电影再看书。这是我本人的建议啦，因为书中很多场景，在电影中都没出现！所以，像我这种先看书再看电影的就有些小失望了。 :(
当然，不是说电影不好看。只是我对电影抱着很高的期望吧。

不过，电影也有一个书中找不到的感觉：生动的人物／角色。在书中，只能单凭想象来塑造书中人物。但当真正看到电影时，生动的角色真得会令人喷饭！哈哈哈

主角柯震东，陈妍希，大家应该不觉得陌生吧？那今天我就说另一位角色：许博淳（勃起）。一个蛮令人尴尬的角色。

电影中的他呆呆的，但我就觉得他带的好可爱哟！嘻嘻。

再来。。。

*吓！*　这是勃起本人耶！帅毙了 (晕）:D

电影里有一幕我本身很喜欢的：廖英宏／该边　变魔术的时候。有好笑到！

注意咯，看到这一幕的时候要打起十二分精神。因为。。。嘘！你们自己看！:D

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那些年，我们的高中生涯。

以后长大了，还会记得高中时的点点滴滴吗？
真不敢相信，自己毕业了。虽说毕业不是什么新鲜的词儿，但当发生在自己的身上时，却感觉某样东西从身上慢慢不见了。

唔，是时候迈开脚步，踏入人生的另一个里程碑了。

今日主角。

2011-10-16T16:17:00.011+08:00

对我的标题感到好奇吗？

今天，让我来好好介绍这位对我来说非常重要的人。

哈啰！我亲爱的隔壁桌同学。先谢谢你忙着应付考试时，还肯抽空来看看。我对你的第一印象是：你是个超级自恋的人！你说第二，我看没人敢说第一啦。哈哈。我们俩，什么时候开始当好朋友的啊？

你哦，是个好人。有好东西都会分享的人。（我在你身边，获益良多！）

比如说：你会请我和Caroline吃饼干，请一群朋友吃鱿鱼丝，请我吃巧克力等。

几乎每天，我们都会在上课时异口同声地说：“ 好饿！下课时间到了没？”

通常，这时候的你都会像个魔术师那样，从书包里拿出一包饼干，然后我们很有默契的，一个举起书本，一个躲在书本后面啪嗒啪嗒把饼干塞进嘴里。

哈哈哈。心虚的样子跑出来了吧 :P

我不得不说这一点，我们俩好有默契！

从高一开始，我们爱上了唱歌。要加和音那种唱法。

从 High School Musical, 到各个种类的华巫英歌曲。（别忘了还有你的自创曲！）

常常把当时坐我隔壁的肥婆奶奶搞得很烦。当然，她每次听见我们要开始唱的时候，通常都会走掉的。（可怜啊）

默契，都从那时候开始吧？现在，我们只要开始唱，就会有其中一方会帮忙和音。

啊！突然想唱K了！SPM过后，好不好！！

嗯，最近一次的。你记得Caroline当时问了你一些事，然后你看我一眼，我又看你一下。接着。。。

“你在看我吗？你在看我吗？” 我俩同时唱了出来。哈哈哈，搞得Caroline很不爽的，把头别回去了。哈哈哈哈。

没什么，只想你以后都会记得中学时期，有个名叫纪慧枝的女人常常叫我们肥猪！

好啦好啦，别不耐烦。我知道这时候的你一定不甘愿我把你隐姓埋名了呗。

但，在我公布名字之前，先让大众看看你那超级可爱的照片吧！

啧啧，不要以为我有收藏或偷拍你的照片啦。哎哟哟。

喏，就这样而已。有没有觉得跟你本人很相像叻？嘻嘻。*咳嗽*

黄枫琁，认识你，是我这一生，最好最好的事。;)

你和别人不一样。

１）你常骂我笨。但其实你是怕我被骗。

２）你很诚实。开始时常伤了我的自尊心，但这样我才会进步不是吗？

３）你很聪明。嘿，我渐渐的学到你的一点小聪明了。

４）你很自恋。但没有关系，我还可以接受！

５）你眼光很厉害。就像《读信神探》那样，会看穿人。

６）你很厉害。你常常懂得要用怎样的表演来吸引众人的目光。

７）你很有主见。没有主见的那个常常是我。（羞）

８）你很会做鬼脸。有时候想起来我都会偷偷在笑。

９）你会给我一副冷样。喏，每当我在说冷笑话时。哈哈！我最喜欢你那个冷样了。（不许骂我sampat）

１０）你很sayang我。哈，这才是最重要的。:P

让我们来回顾我们这么多年来的友谊吧！

第一次到你家过夜。呼呼，拍照玩到疯疯癫癫！

MORAL PROJECT.就是喜欢你这副“吃人样”　XD

还记得这张照片没有？哈哈，我们就是喜欢摆pose的喔　:P

哈哈哈！你的吃人样又出来了！

就是这个活动，我们俩有多了一位偶像：肖邦。^^

Mid Valley逛街记。我不会忘记当时你妈妈请我吃饭，你还替我要买的衣服付了十令吉！

Hmm,来来来。送礼时见到！

不过，希望你能先去拿个碗。装口水！

是他对吧？！原来你也喜欢这种类型的啊？哈哈哈。

来来来，吹蜡烛了！祝你天天开心。:D

不够？哇，你真贪心。:P

来来来，独家照！

送你一个Kiss!　XD

哈哈哈。

好戏在后头。明天，我会送一份超实用，而且看了你会超开心的礼物。

谢谢你，一直以来帮了我那么多，我很高兴，也很荣幸认识到你。谢谢咯!

希望我们能友谊永固。正所谓：万里长城长又长，我俩友谊比它长 :P

爱你哟！

日月，明。

2011-10-14T15:01:00.003+08:00

有一天，我问坐我隔壁的同学：“今早，我看见月亮了，但是始终找不到太阳。你说，月亮和太阳有可能在一起吗？” “写明天的明咯。日月明。” 她若无其事地说。

我差点没吐血。

今早，我依旧看见白白胖胖的月亮高挂天空。心底还是盼望能亲眼目睹太阳和月亮在一起的情景。可惜啊，没有。直到我拖着沉重的脚步爬上远在3楼的课室时，忽然往左边一看，月亮还在。右边，日出！我连跑带跳冲到课室里，把这一大奇观告诉了她。“怎么样？事实证明了吧？”　我光荣的说。

虽然头还要一左一右的看，但还是很满足。

嘻嘻。

SPM 考试快到了。进入倒数一个月！

朋友们，一起努力！

汪汪别再吠了！

2011-09-24T20:02:00.003+08:00

2006年6月6日，一个凉风习习的傍晚。

妈妈把你抱下车，你看起来有一点害怕。摇着金黄色的尾巴，鼻子不停的嗅。

“嗨！你好” 我们说。你看起来好可爱。

唔，乍看之下有点像黄金猎犬！实际上只是只路边随便捡来的小野狗。

五年的时光。。。

你长大了。陪伴了我们拥有很多美好的时光。

不久前，你患癌。

有时候看你倒地挣扎，真得很不忍心。

不痛吗?

不如你早点到天堂报道吧，至少舒服些。

:'(

你走得很安详。

至少你是静静的，在睡梦中走的。

我很开心，因为你和我们人类一样，都会经历生老病死。

安息吧，你是我们家永远的好狗狗。:)

脑快中风了

2011-09-11T19:44:00.002+08:00

做 Addmaths 都会做到哭的。

真没出息 :'(

Thanks for the motivation.

I realised, confidence and determination are very important.

ADD OIL!

抿嘴

2011-08-31T21:21:00.003+08:00

真讨厌，我的记性怎么这么烂？

兜兜转转了那么久，我发觉还是部落格好。

面子书，推特都像一块块色彩斑斓的布，

而部落格

是朴实的粗茶淡饭。

淡淡的，就是耐。

国庆日，

开斋节，

双喜临门！

Happy happy :D

回首

2011-08-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

一眨眼，五年期限快到了。

我从一块默默无闻的黑炭，变身为侃侃而谈的黑炭。

不简单吼？

好想买一个锁头，把时间锁住。

母难日快乐

2011-07-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

"妈，你很伟大！"

多老套，但却让人赞同不是吗。

*拼命点头*

呐，今天是我的生日。

又老了！

朋友们在面子书给的祝福，多得我全都把它塞进我的心里面，塞得满满的。

还有礼物。有小仓鼠 (Snow)，超大的卡片，一只粉红猪 (-.-)，巧克力，还有还有，特地为我录制的钢琴影片。

最后，这还真的出乎我意料之外。

家中两老啊，竟然为我搞惊喜！

吓得我。。。

*偷偷留了两行泪*

说实在的，不感动是骗人的。

爸，妈　

爱。老夫。又。

你们说我很幸运，拥有这么疼爱我的父母。

我说我非常非常幸运，因为你们把我带到这世界。

没有你们，我就不会在这里那么有闲情敲打键盘了。

所以说，有父母爱的小孩是最幸福的！

我将来要赚好多好多的钱。

不，我会用尽我的爱心孝顺你们的。

17岁，万岁！

2011-07-04T16:41:00.002+08:00

July, please be lovely. ;)

xxx
Hello! Has been a while since I blogged. Guess not much readers now, hmm? Trial is around the corner anyway.

Cycled with Li Jien last week. You know what? Cycling always turned my mood good. (Y) The bad feelings usually will follow the wind and I can get rid of it.

xxx
虚拟世界。。我还是比较喜欢现实生活。
现在头疼了，该读中六吗？还是学院？

别烦了。妈妈永远是我最好的军师。
不知怎么的，每次和妈妈聊完天后，我总能领悟很多事。

或许这就是妈妈的威力！
爸爸？
.....
我早已编好了一段文字，打算歌颂爸爸。但，话在嘴边，却不知从何说起？

爸，你永远是天下最棒的人。

假期，快乐。

2011-06-07T15:48:00.004+08:00

人地话,放假好爽ga, 不过我宁愿返学咯. 日日揾住在屋企,人都变懒啦.

*细细声*
其实系我懒jek, 如果日日都可以返学,我埋吾会偷懒咯.而家好似废人一样. Haihhhh
无晒D动力 :3

我日日都上网,做个蜘蛛人.
我日日都弹琴,弹到无野弹.
我日日都食, that's why 肥左吾少.

囧

xxx

Let's come back to the normal one, shall we? :P

Yesterday night was awesome. Skyped with friends and unexpectedly they made me smile in the middle of night.

Eh no joke, I really was smiling when I lay on my bed. I started to recall the old memories we had. 2009? That's long time ago. This Wednesday night, yayy :D

xxx

Middle of the day. 4.38pm. I'M GETTING HUNGRY.

2011-05-05T21:17:00.005+08:00

今天星座预测：狮子座
想笑就笑，想哭就哭，找一个空旷的地方把压抑的心情释放出来！这样你才会找到应该属于你的合理位置。

*
最近因为一个人，影响了我的心情。真奇怪啊，他从头到尾都只是个 局外人。
我家发生的事，
关你屁事啊 :O

算啦，又不是不知道你的个性。

莫名其妙白了我一眼，然后又对我不理不睬，甚至把我当透明。
你要我怎么理解你的种种做法？我又不聪明，还是有一点迟钝那种。

哎呀，最让我看不过眼的是：
你明明就只是个路过的，酱多管闲事干什么？！！！

真的一点都与你无关呀！如果你是因为别的事情而生我的气的话，请你告诉我。别什么都摆在脸上，没用的。

因为，
我从不让你摆布我的心情

你以为你很厉害吗？偷偷告诉你，我也不错的。
在我背后说我坏话，上天听得见。
心里嘲笑我，总有一天会被嘲笑的。

我只要做好我的本分就好了嘛 ;D

热脸贴在冷屁股。哼！我不再做这样的事！

*
曾经一时，我还以为我犯下滔天大罪。顿时，我成了千古罪人。
啊~ 满脑子好多问号？？？？？？？？？？？？？

不知道从哪儿飘出来的。。。

现在，为了你这样的人，不值得。

睬你都傻 ^^

Russian Roulette by Taylor University Symphonic Orchestra!

2011-04-24T00:59:00.005+08:00

Okeh I know Im late. Syuen phoned me and ask where am I. :O

Reached school's bus stop. Phew not the latest yet! Saw Syuen, Victor, Arthur and Jess. Chatted while waiting for Kaixin. Oh right when she reached, we all were packed into a car. Hang's car. Quite funny thou :P

*wow he's looking great with sunglasses* HAHAHA I thought myself. Anyway, reached Taylor's University in 10+ minutes. Imagine how fast he drove LOL. 6 of us (ushers) chatted happily and teased each other like so fun!

TAYLOR IS LIKE.. SO AWESOME! The grass, lake, restaurant, and anything! 6 of us followed Hang and suddenly a Malay teacher from other secondary sch, her students followed behind her, asked me:" Excuse me may I know where's the cafeteria?" LOL WTH :" I dunno." :O So she gave me a O.O face and went away. Hey I have college students look wo hahaha. I also saw some college students walking around, that's so good feeling! I wanna be a college student already!

College view. So nice right!

After Hang bought his breakfast, we followed him to the multi purpose hall. One word, COLD. The air cond like free one -_- Anyway, we placed our bag at the first row of chairs, then we started to wait for his instructions. Since he's busy, Arthur and Victor started to be 'clowns'. Arthur acted like sissy-looking-penyambut-tetamu, and kept doing stupid stuffs! We girls laughed our ass off man.. xD And also the taylorians watching us as if we're weirdos. LOL

A girl called Sio Sen came and introduce herself to us. She's the vice president of the Symphony Orchestra. Nice girl ;) After that a girl named Melody asked us to help to fold the brochures.

She plays viola btw :)

6 of us started to work, and we finished folding 600+ brochures in a short time! Hahaha. Since it's cold inside we decided to walk around the college. *Shivers* When I open the door, the conductor, Sunny Chew walked in. He said:"很冷啊？" Wa really lo, I regretted for not bringing my jacket along lol.

We started to walk around to places like library and more. Seriously, luxurious! The library also nice, omgggg.

Outside the MPH. Cool view huh :)

And then the two monkeys forgot to eat medicine le. They started their show again. Eg: Bielieber dance and jumps.

I captured it! Hahaha.

Victor, Arthur and Jess had lunch @ Subway. Now our turn to have lunch!

@ Chiclicious. Seriously, lots of cafeteria you can choose!

Went back to MPH again. Our job is to listen to their rehearsal and make sure we knows everything they did. ;) Few songs were played, but some there're mistakes thou. Hope all goes well at night!

Asked to photostat something at the library, but need Student ID and password la -,- Surprisingly Hang wanna gave us his's, LOL! P/s: used his laptop to on FB and did Syuen's email thingy. Okay, followed him to library then. We went to the 3rd floor, photostated and yea! Done with our job :D (NICE LIBRARY!!!) They have multimedia rooms, small rooms for group discussions and all that. Ehh you have to come and visit yourself :P

3pm, Hang fetched Syuen and I back to sch cos we needa lead the group to Taylor at night. Oh no we supposed to be at sch at 5pm but now...... -__- No choice, he not free :(

Btw we saw Taylor street dancers in front of Student Life Centre. My god :O
Fine, back to topic. Hang's driving skills freaked me out. Nah, he drove quite fast, somemore 2 hands using Blackberry and made phone calls and SMS etc. :S I quickly put on the seatbelt le wey. One thing I like is, HE PLAYED BRUNO MARS CD!!!!! Grenade was the first song, and Just The Way You Are. Syuen winked at me ;) I requested:"Eh can I sing?" HAHAHA

Back to school. Raining. :( We changed our ushers attire (black T shirt and jeans). Trying to spend the longest 2 hours lol. Went Block G, and yeah.. camwhore and sing.

Sien. Finally there's Chin Hui, he reached at 5pm. Started to record my Jokes Of The Day part2 also :P Thanks Syuen! The guys in my class started to reach too, and continue by others. We thought some of them might FFK cos it's 5.30pm and not all had reached, including teachers :S Luckily everything goes well at the end! The bus waited at Esso, and Syuen started her tour guide job, leading in front, while I be the tail XD Syuen you really looked like 导游! HAHAHA

On the bus, we sat the same row as teachers'. Waaw I told Syuen:" I never sit in front, and the feeling is like, we're the leaders! We're like teachers! We're organizing this trip all by ourselves!" Syuen couldn't agree more :D

Reached Taylor's at 6.30pm. Phew.

Group photo.

The people seemed excited, kept taking photos of the college hahaha. While I lead them to the MPH and get tickets for them. Finally, Syuen and I going to be the ushers and start our job! We distribute brochures, mineral water while Kaixin and Jess punch holes on the audience's tickets. HUNGRYYYYYY Syuen and I havent eat anything since 12+ :O

7pm, the concert almost starts. We ushers finished our job and rushed to the first row and watch it. Awwww first song Viva La Vida, nice! Continue by Jai ho etc. We all get so high during the concert! *screams* I prayed before the concert starts. I hope everything goes well, and impress everyone!

After concert, we ushers took photos with the performers. :D
Top left: Sunny the conductor! Arthur's Idol haha. Right: Hang the violinist, and driver! Below left: Collin the saxophonist and right: Daphne Kua another conductor of the night ;)

Sio Sen, the clarinet-ist :)

Ushers! Had great time w them ;)

Melody Wong and Melody Ng :)

Arthur syok sendiri. He wanna be Sunny Chew ahhahaha XD

Another saxophonist! He's Stephanie and Clement's cousin. OMG unexpectedly! Cool huh ;D

And lastly with Xiang Ting. Hhahahaha we both look funny eh :P

Conclusion, I had a great time todayyyyy :D! And, TUSO rocks!

April fool

2011-04-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

你让我过愚人节，我就让你过清明节。

LOL! Happy April's Fool everyone.

Planning to prank people tmrw ;D nights

P/s: I just finished some durians! nom nom nom :3

Be tough, be strong.

2011-03-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

How strong can I be?

No one knows. Including me.

坚强。

简单的字，但好难实践。

没事的，我说我行

我就一定行！

Still beautiful?

2011-03-13T15:56:00.002+08:00

I wonder, am I still good-looking with it? Hahaha hope it wont scares most of you!

THIS IS SO COOL, ISN'T IT?! :DDDDDDDDD

Oh I see..

2011-03-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

*I learnt how to play Wedding Dress on piano!!*

Okay, I didnt know I'll like Korean song, pfft. BUT SERIOUSLY THE MELODY DAMN NICE!!!!! 8D

But too bad, Fantasie Impromptu I left it there, halfway learnt.........

Went Edu Fait at MV today. I was like, gah so excited because I soooo wanna know more about further studies!

Accounting, Business and Management, Health and Medical studies are the most popular courses in Malaysia (or among colleges?). Too bad I dont even interested in any of 'em! My mom and I did some surveys again.. Guess what? Whenever they ask me what course im interested I just say:" Language, speaking that kind?" And most of the colleges dont offer that course -,-

Btw, a woman gave me confidence! I told her I feel like learning more languages and be a translator. Surprisingly, she supports me and said:" This is a very unique interest! You are different from others eh! All the best, I support you I know you can do it!"

Suddenly I felt that, someone is supporting me for what I do, and I really thank her from the bottom of my heart ;')

Walk around and I found out that Im more to Mass Communication and Hospitality. A man who called Mr.Choong from Reliance college offers a course. It's about learn to be a tour guide/hotel management thingy. He says that they wont see any achievement from our school academic, they'll just see how's your presentation at college and most important is, WE'LL DEFINITELY HAVE JOBS AFTER GRADUATE!! But so far im not planning to study there, haha.

In my mind (or my mom's), we're considering TARC, Sunway or Taylor. My mom doesnt really like I study Mass Comm and media. She says:" 没前途，没钱途." Teacher also teach la, 行行出状元？:( Mass comm studies including Advertising, Broadcasting, PR, Journalism, and 1 more I forgotten. Im really interested in this, but Mom wants me to study IT. Mygod when the person explaining to me about it, WAH I DONT LIKE LA.

Accidentally went for a 皮纹心理学. If there's a chance please visit the booth haha. Its like, put your thumb print on a machine and the exhibitors there will explain to you what's your personality. Like mine,

你很容易犹豫不决，想东西很慢，也常常举棋不定，很难下定论。为了一件小事，竟然可以考虑那么久。同时，也很贪心。若有3个选择，你通常全都想要。人家会觉得你是拖泥带水的人。还有，你还没101%肯定的东西，你都不会告诉别人。其实你头脑里早就有答案了，只不过不让人知道罢了。你一定也是读书的时候不能skip here skip there 的，你一定要从头到尾读一遍。

你也比较喜欢人家跟你慢慢解释，慢慢教你才明白，对吗？

NG HONG SYUEN YOU MUST SEE THISSSSSSS!

So true! No wonder I so slow poke leh :x I needa improve myself, seriously!! :o

*9 months left, and I'll be leaving secondary school and go into college life. My mom still asks whether I want study F6 or not. Chey chey chey, NO I TELL HER.

Nvm, 9 months give me decide :)

Good luck to those who're going tmr! :D

假期快到了！

2011-03-09T18:04:00.004+08:00

星期三早上。
一大清早第一堂课就是高级数学。大家的心情好像踩到大便一样。

*

原来咱们心灵相通啊。我们都爱扮鬼脸！
有时候我取笑你像只猴子，你又取笑我像老鼠，我们又一起'zat' 她像小猪！没错，罗志祥小猪啦 ;)

前几天，有人说课室外发生了一件事。当时刚好老师在写白板（高级数学！哼），我旁边那位傻婆和我都很好奇，于是我想出了一个绝顶妙招. 这之前，肥婆奶奶就告诉我们：“要出就直接出吧！老师都不管的。”
我胆小如鼠，就说：“那很坏呢，不如这样。”
说时迟，那时快。我把我的liquid paper直接抛出窗外（我座位靠窗）然后告诉老师：“Teacher, my liqid paper dropped outside I wana go and pick it up.”

哈哈。结果外头没什么，一堆人在说话而已. -,-

*

每个人都有长处吧？
我不知道我的是什么哦 :/

这星期日的教育展，

我来啦！！！！

deep inside my heart.....

2011-03-03T20:39:00.004+08:00

If you know me more, you'll find out that I do think alot.
I think about the things happened in reality, some might be the imaginations, and some I made it out myself.

Is this normal eh?

XXX

原来我这个人,很简单.
但很矛盾的,我也很复杂.

简单,因为我只需一个拥抱,什么事都解决了.
复杂,因为我把简单的事情复杂化,再钻牛角尖.
人,是不是都是简单和复杂的合成体?

*如果每一天都是你生命中的最后一天, 你会做些什么?

我会好好享受每一刻,不让生命留白 ;)

加油吧! 加到胖胖都无所谓,开心就好!

Uhhh

2011-03-02T21:01:00.003+08:00

嗨。你喜欢什么样的天气？

晴天？

或雨天？

下雨了，一个人的感觉。
啊，闷。怪怪的

昨天,我一个人站在篮球场。雨点滴滴答答落在身上。好冷,好。。冷。
而且很孤单。

有谁会喜欢？

XXX.

我还害怕。

糟了，我觉得我傻掉了哦。:E

Happy chinese new year!

2011-02-10T20:41:00.002+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI!

祝大家兔然发财，兔气扬眉，兔年行大运！

*双双对对，兔gether?

记忆深处

2011-01-27T20:13:00.003+08:00

我看见你了,就是你,是你,是你,是你!

OMG Evelyn, I miss you so much :'( How I wish I could fly to Indonesia and meet you up! :P

And another friend of mine in kindergarten, Ang Yeu Leng! We never see each other for 11 years already and she still remember me!! ;D Im surprised. We used to dance together wearing a big ribbon on our head, lol. :P

*
Tomorrow's the day. CNY celebration at school. Chris, Ji Jing, Clement and I are the MCs for tmr, good luck yo! We have to stay at school till 7pm :(

xx 有时候,我连一个好人都不懂怎么当.

Hey hey heyy!!

2011-01-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

我最近很 Fat hao leh. WHOOPS!

听到那首歌自然就会想起你。
望向那皎洁的月亮又会看见你的脸。
闭上眼睛又看见你对我微笑的模样。

我想象力太丰富了吧？
Miang lo ini panggil :P

Hai, bai.

2011-01-15T14:57:00.003+08:00

I MISS 4 OF US!

Bye 2010.

2010-12-31T15:52:00.004+08:00

Sister went music concert last week! What a magnificent scene :)

2010 passed super fast, like rocket. You don't believe? Try blink blink your eyes ah, people say, 眨一眨眼，一年就过去了。 True true true :X

Form 4, 16 year old, for me is a very sweet year, I suppose.. hmm. Im happy because Im finally sixteen and going 17. I like 17 alot, hehehh.

THIS YEAR:

I still able to keep my long hair!
Im brave enough to wear skirt already, lol.
Achieved my dream? MC :D

I feel like deleting the words I typed upstairs, duhhh. Apasal.

2010 a great year for me, loves. :D

I DON'T FEEL LIKE REWIND ANYTHING THIS YEAR. SO, JUST FACE 2011 HAPPILY EVERYONE!
I definately welcome 2011, because.. I have lots of things to do in my last year of secondary school! (Y)

Outing with girls :)

2010-12-24T21:16:00.004+08:00

Top-top secret mission : Buy dresses as Mernjo's birthday present.

So, Caroline, Yin Peng and I planned to go to Times Square and Sungei Wang to buy some dresses for her.

Early in the morning 9.10am, my mom dropped me at Bukit Jalil's LRT station. I had my breakfast at the mamak stall and waiting the time to.. flow. They will only reach Sri Petaling LRT station after 10.30am. I ordered a Milo and roti canai. So many flies flying around (-,-) and so many Malays sitting there. I really feel like, eat faster and go SP station but how about the time then?

Walked to the station after finished my breakfast. It's already 10am hahaha. Waited for half hours and they're not coming, so I sms-ed Caroline and she said Yin Peng's car was in an accident! Finally they reached at 11.11am LOL.
P/s: I saw a guy, why he looks like contestant no.12 eh? Nononoooo
And I met Andrew! Waaw what a coincidence! He's going for his somekind of gathering :)

Okay, Caroline thought I dont know how to go by LRT. Eh I pro punya tau :P So 3 of us chit-chatted and looked at the dresses MJ likes. Not bad wo her taste really not bad jek hahaha.

Reached TS! I said we really have to make it like 'Amazing Race - Shopaholic'. We started to search the specific dress and we went in almost every shop that contains dresses. In and out, walk and in.... we continued this pose for so many times wtf :P

Failed. :(
Cant really find the specific pattern or the particular dress that MJ really likes. So we just buy kinda look alike one la, hope you still like it MJ!
*And before we almost gave up (kaki patah lehh) Yin Peng suddenly spotted a 100%- alike-with-what-MJ-wants-dress! OMGGG Caroline was like :"Oh so touched! *Tears bursting out*" HAHAHA.

3.20pm.
Needs food.
Searching everywhere and suddenly I spotted Subway. My brain was all about bread, sandwich blabla and then I saw a guy waving at me? He's a lalazai promoter. LOL I waved back -,- wth after that I asked:" Peng, Line you guys know him meh?" THEN WHOLE GANG OF LALAZAI PROMOTERS LAUGHED TOGETHER. :E

Ohh now I know Caroline cant stand spicy food one! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

*I did a good deed! In the toilet, a girl wanted to wash her hands but she's holding a plastic bag. She tried hard to kepit by her legs but failed so I helped her. LOL she gave me a weird look but still say thankyou hahhaha

Continued our journey to S.Wang! Ok I nearly got fooled by the dono-what-promoter asked me to fill in my info and luckily Peng grabbed my hand and ran away. Before I go, I say:" Gon si gan, ngo gon si gannnnn!" HAHAHA.
Bought two dresses there, and our legs really cannot tahan already. I suggested go MPH and find some nice books and enjoy ourselves. heheh.

Obviously, Line and Peng found those analyse your body language blabla thingy and straight away sat on the floor already. While I walked around the bookstore and look for interior design, horoscope and lastly found a photography techniques book to read.

We spent almost one hour there! And back.

The sky still bright although it's already 6.45pm. I stopped at Bukit Jalil's station and byebye-d with them. :D

Walked alone to home. Ok another good deed again (haha).
"Uncle, zip kamu sudah buka"
"Ah sudah buka?! Oh terima kasih ya kamu ingatkan saya"

EYYY NOT THE 'ZIP' LAH, IS LUGGAGE ZIP OK? Hahaha I know what you're thinking :B

Walked pass the pasar malam, suddenly a guy jumped infront of me and:"Yingsiew?!!"
I was shocked but still, :"Zhi Kang?!!" HAHAHAHA chatted with his gang for a while and it's pretty fun right? :D

Nice day I had today hahaha.
*Today is X'mas eve, dad says tomorrow bak kut teh wo.

Romeo? You're not

2010-12-23T13:27:00.002+08:00

Alviss Kong, 江世峰这个名字，不陌生吧？他就是那位在面子数倒数自杀的主角。这件事闹得沸沸扬扬，报纸头条都登了好几天。

听说还因为这样，政府都想把我国的面子书给关闭掉。到时我们不都没得玩了？

不过我想分享这一篇文章的主要目的当然不是这样。好，先来问问你，惧色的他这样自杀值得赞扬吗？我觉得他笨死了。:(

网友们纷纷给他一个‘赞’，甚至说他是大马版的罗密欧。天啊，报章上都在批评说我们这些90后的青少年都认为他这做法是对的。欸别把我拖下水。至少我不是这样。

如果你真得那么伟大，觉得女朋友就是你的一生，那你就更应该为她着想吧？贸贸然跑去跳楼，你知不知道你很自私？一跳下去，身后留着一大堆烂摊子。

罗密欧不是这样做的。罗密欧并不像你那样怕事。罗密欧会更勇敢地面对爱情。
如果你真心爱她，请不要让她背负那么大的责任好吗？爱她，是要让她更开心的过活。
你应该更勇敢地面对你们之间的问题，好好想办法解决它，到头来或许结果没你想象得那么糟！

死，永远都是最笨的做法。活着，希望一定会有！人生不如意之事十之八九，何必为了一点事情赔上了性命？

祝：正面对难题及挫折的朋友们，美好前途还在前面等着你们呢！所以，千万别放弃哦！;)

Almost end

2010-12-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

Singapore trip ended so fast!

*
又是时候问问自己了，这假期做过什么来？
旅行啊！吃喝玩乐拉撒睡。好棒哦
减肥计划，无疾而终；功课计划，还在完成。喂，这个假期很虚.. 空虚。:(

等我，我还有更多好料要分享。

Shortiee

2010-12-08T00:33:00.003+08:00

Short short post here. I'm back from Singapore trip, and it was fun! Don't worry I'll upload the photos soon, on Facebook :)

Dad bought an iPad there, and I'm using it to blog now. Cool huh? Haha.

Just discussed about the 6S gathering thingy, it's quite hard to find a really nice day that everyone can make it right? Haih. But still, don't worry! Chinese people say: boat till bridge head sure will straight.

*yawns* 12.40am already. Got to go and see you guys next time!

Lol I don't know why, but I feel happy for you too, tian shi! Congrats for getting new phone and cameraaaaa!
&
I sat yip le. Jobless aite

4th ASEAN International Chopin Piano Competition week!

2010-12-02T13:57:00.014+08:00

22/11/2010 (Mon) - Balloting session.

Alrighty, the first day ooh yeah! Weng Yau and I planned to go Hotel Maya at 2pm by Rapid KL -> LRT -> walk to destination. The bus wasn't arive on time and we both were like.. wth we're gonna be late! Luckily Ms.Felicia Chen was somewhere at Sri Petaling and came and fetched us. We had to follow her to KLCC to put the programme books at MPO first, then go Hotel Maya for the balloting session/registration.

Met Xiang Ting and others! They were all busying for the registration and I felt myself clumsy because.. my job was the easiet.

When there's contestants came in I have to give them numbers and ask them to queue. Im blur, most of the time. Always get scolded by teachers though :(
Let me explain, there're so many categories such as: Primary 1-6 grade, Junior school, Senior school, College, General, Concerto A, B and C. 96 participants total.
I can hear Sawadeeka here, hello there, and lots of different languages HAHAHA. Cool.

It's balloting session at 6.30pm.

Every contestant and their parents or teacher went the ballroom. They sat according to their category. Jyh Yee and I were the MC. :) We both had to pronouce all the contestant's names, weird pronouciation we had LOL. (Thai's name esp)

Then it ended at 8pm. Xiang Ting, Weng Yau and I got to know the Saujana gang: Yen Ling, Char Nie, Char Lie. We had dinner together at NZ, a mamak stall near our hotel. In fact, near KLCC!

We just had our dinner beside KLCC, HA! That feeling was cool eh.

We chatted and laughed. Found out Yenling and Charnie are prefects, too.
I asked them how to differentiate both of them (Char Lie, Char Nie) "One got short fringe, one got no fringe" Char Nie is elder than Lie. Nie always wanted to go back hotel and sleep, while Lie wanted to stay there so much hahaha. Both of them are cute! Yenling, although has a kiddo look, but very pretty I like her!

Not to forget to mention the bedroom. Nice til!!!

We can stay there, for free! Our room is at 20th floor. In fact, they're practise rooms for the contestants before the competition day. One hour RM25 omg. (Thats why the room has piano in it)
First night, XT is my room mate! She kept on hiding her head in the blanket, on the phone with *someone* ah xD

23/11/2010 (Tues) - Competition starts!

It's at Panggung Bandaraya, somewhere near Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad.
The concert hall is colddd, and we have to wear the jacket all the time lol.

We have 3 MCs, Jyh Yee, Su Wen and I! And we got to watch the competition nearest compared to the audience and juries!! Great isn't? :P

Saw the small space beside the stage? We sit there all the time (but sometimes if get tired can go backstage hahaha)

We also had morning tea break, lunch break, and sometimes hi-tea break. LOL and the food was not bad afterall. I gained weight, at least. -,-

I spotted a really nice and pro pianist! Contestant no.12. Ohhhmyyyyyy

He looked shy, but when he plays piano, he is full of power! I wanted to know him and after the competition I went to his side, lol he was with his parents there. But still...

"Er, hey, I really enjoy it when you plays piano." (omgggg)
Contestant no.12:"Ohh." (smile)
His parents:" Ah thank you thank you!"

And we chatted after that, hahahhaa. They're going to the MPO concert at night too! Hope to see them :)

Not forget to mention, there'll be the Gala Opening Ceremony at MPO KLCC tonight! We get free tickets, and have to wear formal : black dress, no sleeveless, must over knee (for girls) and boys have to wear really formal.

Sentosa gang and Melody Quah, the pretty pianist (on the right)!

Not forget to take pictures with the KLCC before we back!

Cant believe that, I really met no.12. HAHAHA. Andrew they all kept saying:"Aiyo YS, you crazy over the no.12 already is it!" Eh this is true LOL.
When I met his family I was like.. Oh hello aunty uncle! :D

*Sentosa gang went supper with Da Da (the China photographer) and Ms.Chen at mamak!
**Congrats, no.12! He is in the second stage!!

24/11/2010 (Wed)
I think Jyh Yee found her favourite boy. :P

Luxsuwong Nattawat. Nash, his nickname. From Thailand. Looks like Lee Hom? :)

Su Wen and I took photo with him too! Awwww so cute! (but still no.12 best. HAHAHA)

DAY 3, 4, 5 ARE THE SAME. ALMOST :P

But I did learn some Thai language. Hehe!
Sawadeeka, cha sih Yingsiew. (Hello, my name is Yingsiew.)
Ngo (rambutan)
Kopkunka (Thank you)
Chang la te ka (I love you for girls), Pom ra kun kap (I love you for boys)
Cho di na (good luck)
Suaaaay jing jing (very pretty)
Lo maaaaak (very handsome)

Wherever I saw those Thai contestants I'll just Sawadeeka! And made friends with them (lol)

And few more..

Another my favourite girl, Evelyn Handrisanto from Indonesia! Same age as me :D

27/11/2010 (Sat) - Half day working, half day shopping!

Planned to go S.Wang with XT today. At last we went there with Sentosa Gang and DaDa already. Raining! Hmmph and we all ran in the rain.

Met pandu puteri, giving red ribbon and balloons, and condom hohoho. Arthur was there too, woots! Syuen, Jess and I walked around the mall, while XT and Arthur went another way; DaDa and boys went Parkson, he wants to buy white coffee.

*They said I influenced by DaDa le, when I speak Mandarin I got China slang??!

28/11/2010 (Sun) - Last day/ Gala closing concert @ Hotel Maya's ballroom.

Group photo after the competition. I'll never forget this moment!

And the Saujana gang :)

At night,

The MCs, again! loves

And Syuen, haha! We helped each other alot in this concert. (makeup lol)

Back home at 11.30pm. Woo tired, but gained lots of experience! :DDDDDDD

等号？

2010-11-20T22:04:00.004+08:00

一颗真诚，热血沸腾，纯朴干净，毫无杂念，红色的心。
到最后，
有可能还会维持着原来的样子吗？
抑或是变成了
一颗阴险，热情不在，狡猾如狐狸，喜新厌旧，黑色的心？

那，等号到底存在的吗？

将心比心真得很重要。

毕业了，哦。

2010-11-18T03:21:00.005+08:00

星期二早晨。

哦，是毕业典礼。
难怪，
天空中有着那股哀伤感，冷风迎面吹来。

学校，
顿时成了。。照相馆？
不管男女老少高矮肥瘦都来参与一番。
当中还包括老师们，训导主任，校长等。

咦？学校竟成了学生们心目中留着最多回忆的地方。
曾经的打打闹闹，墙壁/桌子上涂鸦，XX喜欢XX，不爽XX老师，留在图书馆赶project，庆祝XX生日，考试，上课打瞌睡，趁老师不注意偷偷翘课，去KFC/Pizza/Esso等，如今只成了令人回味的过去。

哎，只能感慨时过境迁. Time really flies.

珍惜眼前事物，更珍惜眼前人。♥

小学毕业，中学毕业，大学毕业！
都是必经之路。
毕业后大家各奔前程，勇敢地追求自己的理想。
啊，又是一个美好的开始，新的里程碑了！
毕业了。别伤心，别依依不舍。
各自生活，各有各的精彩。
下次聚会，会看到。。人都变了吧？
好好充实自己去面对接下来的挑战吧！

这叫做礼尚往来？还是，投我以桃报之以李？
别被别人影响。
至少我知道，我们是好朋友。

*谢谢你的Ais kacang!

离开校园，毕业，不是结束。
而是，是时候迎接挑战了！

*我们需要一个人——一个很亲密的，能够在浴室里为你递上毛巾，衣裤的人。这个人，小的时候是你的父母，长大了是你的爱人。
身边有这样的一个人最幸福，但并不是每个人都能意识到。
我们需要一个人，在自己身心疲惫的时候随叫随到，任凭自己发泄情绪而不会生气。
这样的人，不会很多，一辈子也许只能与上一个，或者终老也不会遇上。

给你的

2010-11-18T01:53:00.005+08:00

早上，下着绵绵细雨。天空乌云密布，冷风不断吹来，雨点滴滴嗒嗒打在地上。
此时此刻，天上的天气，就如你的心情。
如果说，心情是跟着天气走的话，我宁愿天天都是晴天。
你多愁善感？柔情似水？不，不，用错了。

自私这两个字，真的会害惨人。
无论是对自己或别人自私，都好可怕。
当一名受害者的感觉，不好受！
所以我认为凡是以和为贵，做人也别那么自私。适当的把自己的负面情绪收起来，以免令身边的人受牵连。
这就是考验你EQ的时候？

Think simple, things simple.
这句话是我说的。
不对吗？我不喜欢别人怀疑我认同的东西。
把事情复杂化只会让人身心灵受尽煎熬。
只要往好处想，开朗积极些，我相信问题一定能迎刃而解的。
所谓：船到桥头自然直。
世上既然有问题存在，那就一定会有答案。

什么是思想家？
很爱想，想东想西，爱幻想，爱钻牛角尖，想哲学大道理？
每个人，每一天，每一分，每一秒，都会用脑想东西。
那他们，我们，你们都是思想家？
我现在是不是也是一位思想家？
或许有层次之分吧。

关心。
说的不是把心关起来，封闭自己。
关心是。。关心啦！
不过，人始终是人。方法有不一样了

有者认为，关心你，就一定要知道及了解你生活中鸡毛蒜皮大小事物。
但有者却说，关心一个人，就要放尊重些。不强逼他做不喜欢的事，更不可以去完全了解他甚至到需挖掘出他所有的秘密。

关心。原本只是个单纯的行为，现在却成了令人烦恼的问题？
两方其实都有好的出发点。坏时坏在对方要求的东西不一样。
哦，没有人是完美的，更没有人会为了另一个人而完全迎合他的要求。只因他们不是机器人。
为对方改变一点，实属合理。
若为对方改变至他认为完美的人而丧失自我，那很可悲。

你，永远是为自己而活的。
世界上最重要的东西，亦是自己。
若意志够坚定，其实足以胜过过别人的千言万语。
记住，最后的决定权，还是在自己手里。
别人，只不过是给意见罢了。要相信自己多一些！
每天试着鼓励自己，一定会有意外收获！

世界上，除了自己，什么都西最重要？
虽说，每个人衡量标准不一样，但大多数是亲情吧？
亲情。两个看起来再也普通不过的字，没什么特别。
想深入些，你会惊讶，原来还有那么多事情是你不曾发现的。
血浓于水，亲情大过天，就足以证明亲情的重要性。
抚心自问，你为亲情付出过什么，付出过多少？
平日的小事，都有可能在爸妈眼里变成大事。
如：把成绩考好，不顶撞父母等。

妈妈昨天问了我一个问题。
我可以说它是我目前为止听过最难回答的问题。

“如果今天爸爸妈妈突然去世，不在世上了，你首先会做的是什么事？”

嘴巴张开了，似乎是想回答些什么；脑细胞马不停蹄的再想答案。
但眉头却不自觉地皱了起来。要说的话全卡在喉咙。

有谁真正有认真思考过这问题？
平日我们这般黄毛丫头只懂得吃喝玩乐拉撒睡，压根儿没想过。
后来认认真真地想了一番，终于有几个字从喉咙里溜出：
“我不知道。”

第一次，我感觉到了无助感；第一次，我慌了；第一次，我感觉到像世界末日。
顿时，我想起了，有问题就一定会有答案。只不过真的要很冷静了。

甲：“啊？我也不知道我会怎么办呢。”
乙：“干吗无端端问这个？我没想过。”
丙：“我也跟着死算了。”（真傻）
丁：“我很担心我的弟妹，他们还小。。。”（眼泪在打滚）

对于我们这些尚未成年，更没有经济能力的人来说，一定会感到彷徨。
我不是想诅咒你们的父母，只不过这种“突然间来”的状况没人能预测。

自从着问题后，我更能了解到世界上还有好多好多的大事等着我们去解决，小事，时间来做决定吧。以后长大了，或许还会：“噢！我以前好傻。”的想法出现呢
现代小孩爱无病呻吟，更没有了解到“身在福中不知福”的道理。

祝：全天下的人能快快乐乐的生活下去。

11/11

2010-11-18T00:14:00.006+08:00

来，时光转移一下。

今天是11月11日。
也是我的日子，光棍日。11月11日，一个人。

真正的友情会因距离而变质吗？

那如果是心的距离呢？

还是老话一句：未来始终是个未知数。

哎，大自然就是这样？

人类脆弱的脑袋，人它们如何绞尽脑汁，终究是个巨大的零。
零中间是无尽的虚无，填不尽任何内容。
虚空即使答案。

人类患了多疑症，且加上过分的自责。
几乎愿意接受种种惩罚。
除了，
与地球同归于尽。

我终于发现了一个道理：
伟人是寂寞的
也是痛苦的
不信？问太阳去。

他那么沉重的升起，谁曾扶它一把？
他那么疲累的坠下，谁曾给它安慰？

当人们获得温暖与热力，
他是在燃烧自己——
不只是面孔，全身都变红。

大家却都说，
太阳害苦我。

一件事，
你何曾诠释，分析，
促成的种种因素？
就如，
面包总不止是
一团面粉便能造成。

梦想是年轻人的专利；
织梦是天赋的生活节目。
现实，是太多无奈的，
块块酿豆腐，夹杂的痛苦
说不出来
喊不出来。

2010-11-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

人海中，找到你；
从朋友，变知己；
共患难，共欢喜；
友谊长存我心里。

STRESSED ----------------- DESSERTS

怎么把字倒转后，意思竟180度大改变！
人要懂得逆水行舟不进则退这道理，便能开拓另一片属于自己的蓝天！

我像不像一个交通灯？
有电源时，须跟着口令做事；
发生短路，就一命呜呼。

为自己而活！没有别人，生活依然得走下去！

Hey?

2010-11-17T22:49:00.004+08:00

有没有想念我！哈哈哈
对不起啊，之前电脑荧幕坏掉了。没法子上网啊。

从上一篇文章至今，又太多太多事情发生了。先说说 8/11/2010?

一画之差，但感觉却差好多！
会不自觉叹气，心里闷闷不乐，心胸很。。很透不过气。什么来的？

在学校，你怎么那么不负责任？要我一个人来扛下所有东西
我怎么那么没记性？笔都会弄不见
我很粗鲁！铅笔盒拉链给我拉断了
我很怪，差点哭出来。

于是，天使与恶魔又开始搏斗了。不过，
看来恶魔快取代天使了！！有谁，会把我救出？！
想哭，没眼泪。想喊，没胆子。
天使啊天使，要振作！把那个臭鸡蛋死恶魔打败好不？
那一刹那，我真得很想放弃你，跑去和恶魔玩乐。
但我清楚知道，天使才是好人！跟恶魔走的，是笨蛋！

冷水冷冰冰的冲洗着我的身躯，脸庞。
没反应？

杞人忧天？像太太太太多？
如果有一天，我死了？如果今天，是最后一天？
我是不是SOT了？应该不是
疯子永远不会说自己是傻的。

肩膀。
不管大小，宽窄，美丑，香臭，还是男女之分
只要是一个可以依靠的！
当一个人失意的时候，有一个温暖的手向他伸出，那感觉，就如一位盲人能够重见曙光；一位饥饿辘辘的孩童面前摆着一块面包，那感觉。。

这种负面情绪，哪由得我来控制？它就像一个人生病时，体内的病菌需要药物来控制。
不吃？病。吃？昏昏欲睡。
那种睡意不能控制吧？

你说我乐观？我不觉得。
或许这叫作，人前开朗，人后悲惨？
太可悲了，我不要这样！
到头来我是不是患有精神分裂症？
恶魔与天使，够了！！

天使加油
把恶魔除掉！

random facts

2010-11-03T23:05:00.003+08:00

-剪不断理还乱。
放弃不到团团转。

- 使命感还是死命赶？

虽然大家都在赶，有人是为了自己的理想，完成人生的使命。
有人则是被钱赶着，为了完成消费的使命而努力。
各种分别在于，前者有目标导向的人生而后者则过着外在物质导向的人生。

- He says Im not pretty.
I replied:"Nevermind! Beautiful is enough."

- 女人应该是世界上最会嫉妒的动物。

女人和女人之间总有这种感情会释发出来。

女人也因一点小事而争吵，翻脸不认人。女人更容易从一班朋友搬迁到另一群朋友堆里。

男人会不会这样？

*以上言论，只注明一小部分的女人，并不是全部。

别对号入座哦.

- 做事光明磊落，才会得到别人的青睐！
别做老鼠。

- 由俭入奢易，由奢入俭难。
我会把我工作领到的薪水全都存起来！

这不是吝啬，这叫未雨绸缪。

- 数学考卷

考到每个人心跳加速，手心冒汗，有的还很激动！
难道说数学是我们的暗恋对象？
要不然那么紧张干吗

- 梦，
其实很有趣！尤其当你挖掘到它当中的含义时。

- 原来我们所谓的好朋友，

竟然连一点 common factor 都没有。

- Caroline 第一次梦到 Yangsheng！

她开心到半死。

- 扑克牌魔术，

我也会嘛。

只不过每次都被拆穿而已

- 爱上你，不需要理由。
你到底懂不懂？

- 世界上，

真的有人会真心的雪中送炭吗？

- 三毛和刘墉，

是知己。

就像我和你。

- 一醉解千愁，
一死不用愁？
你的头。

- 千里马常有，而伯乐不常有。

在等待，
我在等待我的伯乐！

- 洗个冷水澡，
精神立刻好！
哇，舒服 :D

- 一图胜过千言万语。
就像，
一句话胜过一匹布的话。

- 有借有还，

再借不难。

- 拥有它，并不代表享有它;
享有它，但不一定要拥有它。

的确！我虽然没有拥有你，

但至少我还能享有与你在一起的时光。

- 一面吃巧克力，一面发白日梦
是天底下最棒的事了！;)

- 地震，火山爆发，海啸，

Impressed

2010-10-29T17:14:00.010+08:00

I read the newspaper today. First thing I saw, nice and natural photos of the great migration of the animals around the world. I like it very much, and I want to share!

Move as millions, survive as one - Great Migration on National Geographic channel.

It has four main parts. Born To Move, Need To Breed, Feast Or Famine and Race To Survive.
Today I introduce want to introduce the 1st part first, haha.

GREAT MIGRATION: BORN TO MOVE.

At the coast of the Azores, there are nine tiny islands where clashing currents create an explosion of life.

A sea turtle swims in the waters around the Azores Islands.

A sperm whale just below the surface beautifully reflects the light. Sperm whales are the world’s largest toothed whales and are one of the deepest diving cetaceans.

A humpback whale breaches at the surface along the coast of the Azores Islands.

A young wildebeest calf just learning to kick up its heels. Five out of six wildebeest calves won’t make it through their first year.

Wildebeests and zebras graze together. Every year, more than a million wildebeests and 200,000 zebras must chase the seasonal rains, in a 300-mile loop around Tanzania and Kenya.

The migrating Serengeti-Mara population represents about 70% of the global population of common wildebeests.

The braver wildebeest leaps first into the dangerous, croc-infested waters of the Mara River.

Wildebeests swim across the Mara River, hoping to be strong enough, and lucky enough, to survive. Because, crocodiles have memorized when and where the wildebeests will try to cross and target young calves.

Millions of generations have engineered red crabs for life on land — but their young must hatch in the ocean. Only adults over the age of three migrate to the water on Christmas Island. It’s a brutal, month-long migration on Christmas Island up to eight kilometers — an ultra-marathon for a crab.

It's the last hurdle for the red crabs — forty feet straight down to the beach on Christmas Island.

Survivors of the long journey finally reach the beach.

The crabs dip themselves into the ocean to restore their bodies with salts and moisture, but they are air-breathers and the Indian Ocean is a dangerous place to be.

With a little luck a wave of tiny crabs return to these same shores.

North America's monarch butterflies travel up to 3,000 miles during their annual migration. Environmental cues push the butterflies south to their winter home in Mexico. Monarchs are easily identifiable by their beautiful black, orange, and white coloring.

Monarchs live up to six to eight months. It will take five months for three generations to get the species as far north as Canada and a fourth super-generation to get them back to Mexico.

Butterflies lay their eggs on milkweed plants, and it takes four days for the larva to emerge.

After two weeks of feasting, the caterpillar is ready to make its silk casing. Over the next two weeks, the caterpillar dissolves into a bag of rich fluid.

Inside the cocoon, the caterpillar gives rise to wings, legs, and antennae.

In just a few hours, this monarch butterfly will be ready to fly.

A flutter of monarch butterflies rest during their long journey.

Butterflies fill the sky during their migration.

A wave of orange surrounds the trees during the monarch butterfly migration.

The last generation must race to Mexico before the first freeze. About half will survive the 2,000-mile journey.

Nice isn't it? Stay tuned, I'll blog the rest of it next time. Ciao! And, today Im very happy :)

一个人

2010-10-24T15:28:00.004+08:00

一个人的旅行。
我想很久了，这是我的梦想。
梦想和现实，差很远吗？我真的很想实现它。

有人说：旅行，是寻找幸福的捷径。

我希望，有朝一日，我也能够一个人旅行。
我将会把我看到的人，事，物全都用相机摄下来，再拿出一本笔记本，把旅游心情记录下来。里头或许参插了一些照片，或者把我去过的餐厅名片放进去。
有意义，有纪念价值，有感情，有回忆。
真值得。

*听起来好棒！
有你陪我去，更棒。

聆听自己的心，它会引导方向，找回真正的自己。

xxx

我习惯了等待，于是，在轮回中我无法抗拒的站回等待的原点。
我不知道，这样我还要等多久才能看到一个答案；
我不知道，如此我还能坚持的等待多久去等一个结果？
思念，很无力，那是因为我看不到思念的结果。
也许，思念不需结果，
它只是证明在心里有个人曾存在过。
是不是能给思念一份证书，证明曾经它曾存在过？

xxx

2012年的预言，我好担心。
不过，它教会了我们：珍惜当下。
不是吗？

xxx

恍然大悟！

与其一直在想以后若你离开了人间，有没有人会为你难过，为你哭。甚至你葬礼的摆设，又或者你棺材的颜色，倒不如想想你结婚时的情景！

每一次如果只注重前方的事物，只顾达到目的，就算身边经过的花草树木，人或物正在对你微笑打招呼，你都不会发现。

一旦发现了，才知道那是多么美好 :D

不要为了一棵树，放弃整片森林；
但也不要为了一朵花，而放弃我！

2010-10-12T17:53:00.009+08:00

Tomorrow is going to be school reopen day! There're two sounds in my heart..

Good heart:
Go to school is happy! I miss all of you.

Bad heart:
Bad bad bad, I afraid of exam! I havent finish my homework and blah.

Did Moral Project (one of the part) with Caroline Syuen Jessica Khailing Yingyen. Let pictures do the talking eh?

By the way, I thought I have a serious face?! But then they told me when I was giving my talk to Form 2 students they wanted to laugh. *Ehh!* :( My words got so funny anot wo.
Okay, secret plan is on. Tomorrow recess, hehehehe. Vivian Chong? :D

P/s: Gong hei fatt choi! For you ah, Caroline. Sudah bercinta, jangan keluar air mata. Ha! Your best friend, me, will wish you all the best! :DDDD

Next week gonna be the exam week! Means I cannot touch my volleyball again lo, haih.

& I wish to see you again, JiunKang! :)

十全十美？

2010-10-10T17:00:00.003+08:00

10.10.10

看起来的确，超级完美。在华人传统习俗里也相当好意头，很多对新人都选择在今天注册结婚。
呃，恭喜发财 :D

xxx

Hi, it's Sunday again! Ytd night had crab crab dinner with uncles' family @ Serdang. Far but worth it! Hahaha.
Went back home and started to crazy with Yinglee in our rooom.

好啦，再见。

我词穷 XD

嗨你好

2010-10-09T15:46:00.004+08:00

你长得 超级高超级瘦超级黑。

以往在学校遇见你，我都会吓得半死。心里直呼：太高啦!!
哦，第一印象。

认识你？我压根儿没想过。

两年前，我在网上认识了一位童子军。竟然，你是他的好朋友。好奇心驱使下，我按下了“Add as friend ”。我心想：哇，能认识全校最特别的人（我自认）是我的荣幸！那时我们话不多，但没几天就失去联络了。而你，也毕业了。

去年，竟然又给我在面子书找到你的足迹。又一次，“Add as friend ”，然而比较不同的是，连MSN我都加了。看起来，你不太记得我，谁叫我只是普通人一个。只不过，你的态度和你整个人，好像扯不上关系？才第一天‘正式’聊天，你就邀请我去喝茶。哈哈哈。

我们时常聊得很夜，也不知道哪来的话题，总是聊个没完没了。第一天聊晚了，第二天继续，好像习惯了每个晚上都要和你聊天。不过，我们没正式见过面，唯一的遗憾。

在一个炎热的下午，我坐在食堂椅子上吃着我刚买回来的面包。吃得津津有味时，突然我有一种不舒服的感觉。

好像有一双眼睛盯着我看！

一望过去，差点没把面包吐出来！是你，一面走路，眼睛眨也不眨的望着我，还说：“啊？原来就是你。”然后你就撞上了前面的桌角。我也继续地吃着我的面包。这是我们第一次见面吧？回想起来，还真够戏剧化。;)

那天晚上，你直骂我是扫把星！我吓到差点儿哭了出来，什么事？因为我害你撞到了桌角，导致你电话荧幕烂了。虽然是很可怜，但我还是坐在电脑荧幕前一直大笑！哈哈哈哈哈。

我常觉得，男女之间之所以会那么聊得来，通常是因为某某女生或某某男生。的确，我们因为她而越聊越多。但有时候并不完全只聊她的东西，偶尔我遇到挫折，会找你倾诉；同样的，你开心或伤心，都会一五一十地告诉我。我俩还曾经说过，我们是没有秘密的朋友。老实说，你是一位很好的倾诉对象。你的每一句话似乎都很有影响力，也时常让我想通了。在此，我想再说，谢谢你。

刚开始我真的被你的“威水-look” 骗了。原来，你是一位感性的人。私低下，你一点都不凶，人很好。但有一点我觉得很奇怪。试问我不是什么绝世美女，也没有超级聪明的脑袋，更没有平易近人的外表，你竟然把我当成你的贵人？我说什么，你听什么，而且这是我人生中第一次有人把我说过的话看得那么重的人。我不是批评你，我是.. 感动。

你说过一句话，让我记忆犹新。
“我会认识她，是因为你；我会追求她，是因为你；我会结束这段感情，也是因为你。”
天啊。

你把我当知己，真得让我出乎意料。抚心自问，我没帮你很多啊！反而是你，让我看开了很多事物。我要感激你都来不及呢。

朋友多多没用，知己一个就够。

*我永远不会忘记你在我生日时特地上门送我的‘鸡窝包蛋糕’谢谢你。:)

我爱相机，相机爱我。

2010-10-03T17:16:00.004+08:00

*Saved from YT's FB picture. It looks pretty cool, and I love it :)*

谁发明相机？

管他是谁，我都打从心底佩服您。谢谢您为这世界上带来了那么美好的东西。
对我来说，它不仅仅是一件物品，也是艺术品。拥有了它，你仿佛就像一位魔术师，能够把瞬间变成永恒。

现在，依我看，几乎每人人手一机，都变成魔术师了。;)

相机能把记忆储存起来。你有意无意想起那某些坐落在你脑袋里其中一角的回忆，无论是开心，伤心，温馨，又或者是很多心，你都能一一从相机里找回。

*这是我自己收藏的日记本。当我要诉说一些特别事物时，我都会用画画方式把它记录起来。有时候，一张照片胜过千言万语。

朋友说有点像许友彬那种红蜻蜓小说的封面。咦？谢谢 :D
这应该是我隐藏已久但自己从未发掘的。。才华？哈哈哈哈，谁知道。

朋友啊，谢谢你。 :)

Study group - Play group?

2010-10-03T16:34:00.003+08:00

Planned a group study at my house yesterday. I invited Caroline and Syuen. Syuen came at 9.40am, and we both play piano together first. *Because Caroline doesn't like we play piano!*

Found Caroline at BHP nearby my house at 10+. So funny!

She said:"Aiyo, the motorcycle's helmet makes my hair penyek already!"

3 of us walked to my house then. They're scared by my dog dog. HAHA!

Both of them:"Wei! Why your dog so fierce oneeeee!"

Oh right, Caroline haven't had her breakfast, and I offered her my cake. Damn tamak, she wanted more! OMG :P Somemore she said she can finish the whole big round cake, walao. We actually chit chatted till 11 smth, and we finally started to have the feeling-of-study.

Chemistry first? Or Sejarah first? Someone said Addmaths wo. Forgot to say, because of them, I have to arrange and clean my study table the day before they come. And that's why dust were all around and my nose is sensitive to it and I flu! Ytd was the same, flu even more serious. Everytime Caroline and I studying, I have to go out and take tissue. At last I took a toilet roll into the study room. !@#$%^&

We're really studying! Although that time just posing xD

Both of them were hungry and when my kakak was cooking..

Syuen:"Waaah, mmmmmm the smell so nice. What your kakak cooking ah?"
Caroline:"Very nice meh?"
Me:"Sorry sorry, I cannot smell anything."

Ate fried noodles and my kakak somemore served us red bean soup. Omg niceee! I like the sago! (Is it call sago?) She did ice cream kacang merah too, so that we can eat it in the evening.

Continue study? No. Play? No. All they want to do is - sleep. Boring boring, I dont want to get back study lah. I'll become fat de. -,- So we sat on the sofa quite long, and finally I decided to online. Yes! Online, hahaha. (pls dont learn) On-ed FB, Meetoto (an online singing website). Syuen and I sang (with my toad-like-voice of course), and Caroline couldn't stand she went study again. (In fact her "dai fei lou" called her and she showed us the "very-lum-leh-you-guys-dont-jealous look)

After that we had no mood to study already (omg). So we ended up taking photos.

Yam gong cai liong. Say goodbye with them at 6pm+. Bye bye! Hope that you guys will come my house again! Uhm, not for study, is play group! HAHAHAHA

*I hate bawang putih. But I ate alot yesterday, to cure my flu!! T_____T

My sister

2010-10-03T15:48:00.003+08:00

WHO SAYS SISTERS DO NOT LOOK ALIKE? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Although there's lots of people out there says we both don't look alike at all. But now it proves! We have the same-shaped face, not round not square; we have the same eyes; we have the same smile; and most importantly, we are both long hair!

I like you nowadays :P

2010-09-26T18:05:00.005+08:00

The Devil in my heart started to bully the Angel already. I really want to get rid of you, stupid Devil! Go away, I want only Angel.

Today is not a very good day. I practised my piano early in the morning. Omg my fingers are so slow and chi dun. I can't even play well whereas yesterday I played better than today. Maybe havent eat breakfast?

Afternoon I started jump and run around my house. Doing exercise, make myself slimmer. WAKAKAKA it's not really useful though. Sister asked:" Jie, what are you doing?"

"Jian Fei lo."
"Like this one meh?"
-.-

Did notes on FB. I like the 25 random things most and I don't know why. I enjoy reading other's random things too and I really like myself more now. LOL

P/s: Mom and I were discussing where to work in year end holidays. Uncle Francis is 'waving' his hand to me (ask me to work there again), but I feel like trying new things. Im not interested in Syuen's dream career: Sell Snowflake in 100yen HAHAHA. Neither promoter, I scared tired, and I duno how to talk well -,- bad bad.

Oh and one more thing, I had this really really weird dream last night. Mom shifted me to Kelantan's secondary school!! I cried and cried on Monday's assembly (smkss) but no one realized. When I reached Kelantan, all I saw was Malays all around me, ignoring me. Omg I really sad!! And how silly is this when I opened my eyes

-____________-
Well, having steamboat at home later! Yes :P And I want to sing K with youuuuu!

You

2010-09-25T18:29:00.005+08:00

Hi. I don't know why I feel like blogging ALOT today.
Oh whatever. You, must see this.

Er, I mean, you. The person in my heart.

Nowadays you look sad, alone, emo. Tell me what's happening! I don't want to be like a.. person-who-don't-know-everything-about-you.

Oh right, which is not quite true. I do know things about you of course. Just, maybe you found someone else to talk to, but still! Im still care about you. :) Don't make me feel guilty about this all right?

Ok lah, you always said I 'pour cold water' on you when you're in bad-and-sad mood. Im truly sorry about this. You know why? I was trying to.. make jokes, maybe. Ok sorry, the jokes are not FUNNY. I used a wrong method. Sorry sorry sorry sorry naked naked.. Opps. :X

I am sorry about this. I've been busy all day long. Not only you who said that. I really appreciate the time with you together. I wish there's a day that we can play balls together (balls? because I want to try on different kind of balls), chit-chat for the whole day, do things together.

*Aaargh, why am I posting this out? I don't know what am I writing here, damn.

By hook or by crook, I want to apologize for whatever things that I did wrongly to you before. Hope you stay pretty, cute, and adorable as always!
别把痛苦全都一个人承担，适当的发泄出来，才是最棒的选择！

Feipo lailai (not the hamster -,-), wo ai ni oh! xD

Reader's Theater competition.

2010-09-25T16:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the Reader's Theater competition. My new English teacher, Miss Teh Aun Joo has chosen me to be the leader.

She just cut her hair!
Well, a really great teacher, somemore I added her in FB, haha! For the RT competition, she even sent me the link of the script because I dont really have idea what to perform. Although she didn't help us in our practise, but I guess the performance made her proud, for sure? :D

Before the competition day, there're 9 of us practising.
Narrators: Hong Syuen, Jessica, Yern-Yi and I.
Mouse Deer: Arthur.
Tiger: Kwok Seong.
Crocodile: Andrew.
Farmer: Teck Lai.
Dog: Wai Kuan.

Our title named "Adventure Of A Mouse Deer."
Preparations,

Thanks Chin Cheng for the masks!

And we girls (narrators) started to play with the masks too. :P

The props, all last minute made! Look what they did..

It's actually Mouse Deer's 'food'.

During the competition,

Narrators. Wah so leng lui. HAHAHAHHA.

Tiger wants to eat Mousedeer! But Mousedeer was smart enough, and Tiger always said:"All right, you can go now." HAHAHA.

And the scarecrow!

No video, how sad! We had lots of fun no matter when we practising or discussing. Im sure you guys enjoyed it to the max too right :D

I hope to be good.

2010-09-25T15:59:00.004+08:00

Lazy,

是我最大的致命伤。

Hardworking,

才是我真正想得到的。

The timetable I did today. I hope it'll really helps. I mean, I am the one who have to be hardworking!

我要赢，并不是因为我好胜。
而是因为我要不断的超越自己。

这才是真正的进步！

Aaaaaaargh

2010-09-17T22:54:00.001+08:00

Just wish me good luck then.

Good luck? Duh.

Mama says..

2010-09-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

我的妈妈很幽默。

她说：

“如果你第一次考试就得了95分，那就是你真得很聪明。恭喜你！

如果第二次又得了95分，那么就是你幸运。

第三次！又是95分的话，唉。。你的水准就只是在那里，没进步啊。”

哈哈哈哈哈哈我自己觉得很好笑。

2010-09-12T19:53:00.003+08:00

Changed blogskin. How do you think? ;)

Too bad, Im still in the 'brownish-gloomy-dim' colour style.

No wonder people says, 我很旧！I look old and old and old.

Family's weekend.

2010-09-12T19:38:00.007+08:00

Hi! Raya just over yesterday. Since there's two days holidays, and my aunt (and her family) from S'pore came, we planned to pay them a visit at Ascott Hotel. Oh btw, this is the first day of Raya.
But before that in the afternoon, we met in KLCC shopping mall.

While waiting for them to finish their lunch, we shopped a while in the bookshop.

Took this kind of 'lame' picture in there. Well, I dont care if there's people watching, lol. Do you know what? I personally give reason like this if you're wondering - It means I went there before, with my feet! :)

Petronas Sains later! Er, just taking photos but not entering haha.

Before going to the hotel, spotted LV shop.

Oh! Ha-ha.

Celebrated Yinglee's advance birthday.

And a very funny scene, my grandma is like 82, and is using the internet!! LOL how cool.

So yeah, went back quite late that day. And the second day! We decided to visit another aunt who get hurt at Melaka.
Early in the morning, had breakfast at McD. Then he journey was about.. 2 hours long! Oooh -_-

The afternoon in her house was.. boringgggg and we had nothing to do except shoo-ing the houseflies. (There's a lot!) Had lunch (wantan mee, kind of), omg not that I don't appreciate food but it's really.. no taste. :/

At night visit Melaka town! Yayyy.

Opps, sorry fot the last picture, again xD

Back home, and it's already 1++. *yawn*

Busy busy busy

2010-09-12T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hasn't been updating for days (or week?) already. Mom brought the X'mas products and we have to finish it in three days time. No idea what is it? It's a container (kind of) to put cookies. For Germany! And we have to finish all of it, about 5000 pieces ohmaigod.

At first, put the cardboard into a plastic. Each plastic only contains one of it! 5000 times ...

Then put it the red ribbon. Each plastic four ribbons. We somemore have to seperate the ribbon ourself.

Put all of them into boxes.

And stapler it. Whole arm will be real pain after doing this again and again day and night.

Here it is! We almost done all of 'em and spot the clock! Not afternoon ok, it's midnight and dad, mom, and three of us busy doing this.

hi again

2010-09-07T16:42:00.002+08:00

Mom and sisters set password for the computer, and everytime I want to online I must get their permission first.

Well, my fault. I online too much hahaha. I never blame them ok, don't get me wrong!

Hmm, holidays are like usual. A bit different is, I went Matta Fair last Sunday with parents (not including siblings). This year end holiday we whole family going to Singapore Universal Studio! Kind of excited, hehe.

There're also Beauty Fair and Digital Fest. Beauty fair, for the first time I'd tried on the wax sapu-ed on my hand and make it smoother. Oh right whatever it is.

Digital Fest! My favourito. Bought a Lumix digital camera. Although it's not my 'dream camera'. HAHAHA nevermind, thanks mom!

Ps: Before I forget, dad bought a new hamster, Mishi (female). And bad news, this morning Maro died already. I didn't cry, which was quite surprised me. Maybe I 'see open' already? Well, rest in peace, loves.

I miss you guys, seriously. And I know you miss me too right! HAHAHA ciao

Merdeka celebration at school.

2010-08-30T16:27:00.004+08:00

Wooots! Im chosen to be a 'Malay' today for the performance. Waaahlao they said I look like layer cake, japanese etc etc.

Jessica damn alike with those Indian girl leh! HAHAHAHHAA :P

Malaysia flag! With Malaysia's leng lui also. haha!

Two Indians and one Chinese.

Group photo. Except Arthur, Andrew and Victor.

1 MALAYSIA! LOL

泪

2010-08-28T22:28:00.004+08:00

眼泪模糊了我的视线，眼前的你也变得越来越模糊。
洗个脸，水泪交融。
我是不是看见你眼角的泪？

你瘦了
你无精打采
你只会默默的躺在一个角落

太想它？:(

看见你这样折磨自己，我真的很心痛！

一直伏在钢琴上流眼泪。我怀疑我是不是有点神经质了
妈说：“你这叫感性”

我不让你睡觉。
因为，

我怕。

我怕你睡了之后不懂得要怎么起来。

那我宁愿不要你睡。

家人都说：“我看，它应该过不了明天。明天带它去宠物店看看吧！”

怎么办？！！！！
我现在能做的，难道就只有看着你的一举一动，然后默默地流泪？
我不要！我已经答应了自己不许哭。

但真的很难忍 T___T

虽然是你和它打架，但我也看得出，它离开后，你也没有开心的玩乐过。
别这样！我不想你离开。我不希望我会在为一只仓鼠哭泣。

答应我，别折磨自己，坚强的活下去好吗？

hello, my tears.

2010-08-27T16:14:00.003+08:00

我不爱哭，但我却很会哭！

This morning I had a bad vibe. Once I woke up, I went downstairs and looked at my hamsters as this is the thing that I always do every morning. Their cage was located on the piano.

Omg? I SAW BLOOD ON MASHI?! I rubbed my eyes again to make sure it wasn't blood.

I saw..... YOUR BODY WASN'T MOVING. I thought when you breath, your tummy will go up.. and down? I thought when you sleeping, you'll also frightened by me if I go near? I thought... OMG I DON'T DARE TO THINK.

I kept using my fingers to make some noise to wake you up. But I only saw Maro had woke up? You still lying there..............

"Fei po lai lai, wake up leh."
"Wei fei po! dont sleep lah, wake up wake up!"
"不要再睡了！快，快起来。。。。。"

Now I realized! I SAW THE BLOOD ON YOUR FACE, ONE OF YOUR EYE IS MISSING. You know, I just saw a big hole on your face!!!!!!! OMG WHAT HAPPENED?! I tried to search your eye, and I found it under the slide.

A big round red thingy, your eye.

Maro digged your eye out because you both had a fight last night? How can you, Maro! I really.. really cannot accept this! I lied on the piano and cried cried cried. Then I rushed to the room and tell my youngest sister.

"Jiawei, Fei po lai lai...... hao xiang si liao." *tears rolling*
"Har?!" she ran out and see."

OMG WHY IS THIS HAPPENING?
27th August 2010, 6 a.m in the morning.

Bangun pagi pagi, belum gosok gigi, belum cuci muka, sudah terus nangis. T___T
You lived in our house for one month only!

I cant control my tears. It kept rolling down although I'd wiped it for so many times. I just cant forget the scene, you lying there, bloody face.. WHY! I kept asking myself, why you leave without informing us! you naughty girl :'(

I wrote this to my maid before I go to school. Seriously, sobbed.

At school worst, I think I cried for duno how many times. Anything I saw, as long as it's round I'll think of the eye. Any white things I saw, I'll think of your white body. You used to play in my palm, squeezing your face, doing funny poses and made us laugh. I whole day no mood. Friends comforted me, thanks.

They said:
-She'll be an angel and look after you in the heaven! If you sad, she sad also.
-Nvm la, I buy one more cuter geh for you, ok? cheeer
-yingsiew, cheer up! dont sad sad already..

OMG I cried again when I saw my sister, Yinglee. Lastly we both cried together. Awwww! T___________________T

rest in peace mashi, i love you. today is a sad sad day. :X

why so emo?!

2010-08-26T17:55:00.007+08:00

First, Hello my dear wencai! Dont so emo lah, will get older one u know. :P

Walaupun terlanggar tiang, but nevermind! Not your fault lah dont blame yourself wo. You also dont want the accident happen right? :D Anti tiang lo, zui do we sama-sama anti jek, HAHAHHAHAHHA.

You know who you are. Ehhh dont emo also le wo! You 这个靠脸吃饭的人！XD Hope everything's fine now okehhh! :DDD

谢谢你把我当成你的知己，知己！希望我没有真地把你弄得很痛苦，我只不过是尽我本能把你‘医治’好。加油！我永远支持你 :D

You're not that kind of EMO person ma. Try to voice it out!! After this year you wont be so suffer le gua, hahaha you know what I meant. :P

Ps: Although I had lotsa fun today, 不过我觉得很空虚一点都不快乐。

rawrrrrr!

2010-08-25T15:42:00.007+08:00

Her name is Agnes - Despicable Me. I havent watch yo!
Ps: Yamachi, thanks for introducing her to me. *pok pok pok pok* xD!

结局

2010-08-22T00:00:00.005+08:00

来匆匆去也匆匆。
为何不珍惜当下的美好？

我觉得这样就足够了。
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。

别说我老土。

他们，也只不过是我们生命中的过客。

A family trip.

2010-08-18T15:39:00.007+08:00

My mom planned to have a family trip on the weekend. So we woke up at 6 am and off to Negeri Sembilan - Port Dickson. Met with my youngest aunt since she lives there. She adviced us not to go to PD because it's really dirty and suggested us to go to the Starfresh Agro Park, which is a fruit park that grows starfruit. (wa we straight away sien diao)

Maybe we reached there too early, no one was there except the workers. The first thing I saw was..

lots of flies died on it!! Was it because there're no tourist until they have to pukul lalat? LOL

One of the workers brought us to go down the fruit park.

My sister was actually shoo-ing those mosquitoes around her hahahah! But srsly we all kena alot.

I spotted lots of nice flowers. and nice views!

Ciku (yucks i hate this fruit the most lol)

The starfruits! Very tasty :)

had lunch there. Jiawei's showing the very nice looking starfruit!

After that, we went Jusco. Then back to her restaurant and yumcha there. What a great yet tired day! Bought Fu Yong Siew Bao toooo!

Oh yes, my aunt gave us a SUPER HUGE PAPAYA!
How huge?

HAHAHHAA bigger than my brother's face! :O

Last but not least,

hahaha syok sendiri ma :P

朋友。

2010-08-11T16:28:00.003+08:00

昨天，我被你吓着了。一时之间，不知该说什么好。

所以决定写一封道歉信给你。写写下，我又哭了。

最后还特地画一个可爱的图画让自己没那么伤心，也让你可以开心一点。

你对我笑了！我也对着你傻笑。终于，雨过天晴啦！ :D

3M!

2010-08-04T23:08:00.008+08:00

Introducing my new family members - 3M!

The first M is Mushi mushi. She has only one ear! Dont look she cute cute dei, actually she damn naughty! Kept biting the plastic container until now there're few big holes already :P But anyway, she's the cutest mouse I've ever seen!

*I gave her the name Mushi mushi, because the first time I saw her, she kept doing the "sorry sorry" pose and it looks like MUSHI (not related one) HAHAHA just popped out my mind.

The second M is Mashi. It's also a she :) She has red eyes, damn fatty chubby eh! So she has a nickname (everyone called her like that), Fei po lai lai. LOL! Really fat, fat till very "lun zun" tim xD She'll fall down into the food container when she wants to get the food; she cannot wake up and turn her body to normal when she's already 四脚朝天 etc.. So funny! She loves to eat, then sleep, like piggy haha. P/s:One of her eyes blind already, so hurt :'(

Fat fat dei, cute cute dei, funny funny dei, thats why I like her too!

The last M is Maro! Finally, a HE! Named Maro because needa be a pair with Mashi ma.. Mashi Maro! :D Yikes. He has black eyes. Smaller size than Mashi (hahah)Fur colour white with a little black. Very cute also!

Super duper hyperactive, canot stop and take photo one! Sometimes he'll bite me also, grrr -,-

Maro playing slide.

Sleeping.

Oh yea, they both are husband and wife, borned few babies before edi! No wonder Mashi so fat laaa, hahahah! Maybe they're already 'old', they dont fancy the playground thingy in their 'home'. They're not even playing it, hmmph maybe baby hamster will like it? But definately not old hamster .__.

Prefectorial Board's Faarewell Party + Pavillion

2010-08-01T15:32:00.009+08:00

It's Prefectorial Board's farewell party yesterday! Went there by taxi, again :P

We straight headed Dorsett Regency Hotel's Checkers Cafe. Not bad, nice decorations and food :D

Met lots of seniors and friends! Let pictures do the talking.

Forgotten to took the foods' photos but nevermind! At least I enjoyed :)
Chocolate and desserts I like the most!

Look at the chocolate foundation!! *Ahhhhhhhhh* XD

B&W girls :D

We posing with the flower, wtf the flower damn cute!
Seniors! pretty kan? :)
The new head boy, Ronnie!

F6 seniors

My senior, Ee Leng!!

BoonJhoe, hahaha he really followed what I did!

Five of us :DDDD

New AJKs!

Photos infront of the toilet (lol)

Kaixin, Syuen and I :)

Nobody pose. HAHAHAHA! loves

Then the four of us went shopping at Pavillion. Weng Hong followed us too, he wanted to meet his sister there :P

xoxo

2010-07-29T18:30:00.003+08:00

I should love myself more than other things.

So, YingSiew! Don't do silly things again, care and love yourself!! I love you, okay? :DDDDDD

*If there's chocolates, waa syok!*

:|

2010-07-28T19:18:00.005+08:00

Friends are like stars. You dont really see them, but they're always be with you. Especially when you're facing problems.

Now I know, everyone cares about me! Im so sorry that I thought something very stupid. I seriously thought no one would ever support and like me anymore T_____T

But now I know, you guys are stars in my life. It's great to have such awesome friends! I promise, I'll cheer up soon. I hope time heals ;)

Thankyou! You know, no matter who you are. 4 of us, Mandarin Society's AJKs, classmates, Dong Gu, HaoYang, my hero, Kahyuet, WaiKuan, Andrew... and lots more! I really appreciate what you guys did. I really appreciate that :) Thankyou is all what I can say.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

对不起

2010-07-26T23:41:00.005+08:00

致：我最敬爱的阮老师

依稀记得，当年刚升上初中一的我，长相普通毫不起眼也没什么特别突出的东西会让人们多望我一眼。出名的还不是那黑黑的皮肤，胖胖的，没什么讨喜。

啊，我想我真得太幸运了。就是您，发掘了我，选中我代表班级参加诗歌朗诵比赛。那时，我拼命问自己：“我是不是在发梦？！” 就这样，我傻傻的参加了。结果，我得了冠军！我想，那时老师您一定也替我感到光荣。

老师，您真的是我的伯乐。

那一年，我真得很感谢您。是您给了我机会，也教导我很多我从没接触过的事物。也是从那时起，我开始喜欢上您这位老师了。（尊敬）

上了初中二，我还是照样参加了诗歌朗诵比赛。果然不负众望又捧了个冠军回家。那是老师您也一定感到骄傲！

终于，我在初中三时被老师选区参加校外雪隆去诗歌朗诵比赛。由于是第一次参赛，老师您与张老师天天留堂，为的是什么？为的还不是希望我们能够为校争光，做一些华人能够做的事。

虽然练习期间我们很坏蛋，时常惹老师们生气，有时也没将诗歌背好。但，我们还是尽力了，拿了个优秀奖。老师，我又让您光荣了！

所谓，好花不常开，好景不常在。

我加入了华文学会，还顺利的当上了展览组长一职。虽然我很清楚，也很明白，我是不可能把这个职位的工作做好，但是我告诉我自己：“我想尝试！”

就因为这样，我强逼自己一定要做好。
但事实是，我就真的不会策划，加上太乱了，我交给昭慧来帮我。她是我的助手，也帮了我很多。应该是说，大部分的工作都是她做的，连详细的资料也是她负责的。而我？我只是负责想那个主题。

难怪，当会员们问我该做些什么的时候，我就会立刻跑去问昭慧。难怪，当老师叫我做事时，我不懂要做些什么。（好像只有我一个傻佬在原地徘徊）难怪，主席也不再打电话给我，交待我要做些什么（我没效率？）难怪，我时常不再状况内。。难怪难怪。。这么多难怪，我自己其实真得很不好意思。

这次的展览会，我承认，确实很不好，又乱。我也不对，我不该让老师您天天为我们忙东忙西，天天奔波劳动，忙得团团转。其实我们有压力，老师何尝不是？甚至压力多的。。非笔墨能形容。老师，我明白您很累，很压力，我还在这时没伸出援手来帮帮您，是我不对。我也经常被您责骂，我没反驳，因为那真的是我做错了。我知道的

此外，我是个不负责任的人，朋友们都这样说我（在华文学会时）。他们也有些是不爽我的，不满我为什么只顾霸占着那展览组长的职位，却天天游手好闲，忙得都是那些老的小的。
的确，我应该做好本分。现在后悔，也来不及了。

展览会结束后，我与三名朋友都是最后离开课室的。是我们不对，虽然看见有箱子及面粉遗留在桌子上，我们以为会有人来领会，所以我们就赶着去巡查员的会议了。

直到今天，直到老师您告诉我们，剩余的面粉都被3A2的学生们抛出来，弄得满地肮脏，也搞得我们需要赔钱。我们感到惭愧，当然也逃不过被老师责骂的这一关。

那时，您是骂着我们所有委员。突然，您的眼睛望向了我。
您对我说，

"颖绣，我最信任的人是你，现在你却这样背叛我？还在我背后捅我一刀！我真的不敢相信，真的难以置信！为什么？为什么你要这样做，这样来陷害我？！如果你不能担任这个职位，早点说！你现在这种行为就已经害到了那些即将毕业的学哥学姐们。他们要课外活动分数的！你不要是你的事。你放心，这次的课外活动分数我许给你一个很好的分数，很好的分数我跟你说！"

听到这一席话。。。。。
眼泪还是不听话的流了出来！我尝试过强忍泪水，因为我怕老师您会认为我是个带着面具，虚伪的人。
但是，我真的控制不了！我不敢相信，曾经与我经历过不同事物，我最敬爱的老师，竟然会对我说出这一番话。
我看见了，泪水也同样的，在您眼里打滚着。您就当着整班人面前这样训我，我也拼命的抹泪。

天啊。我真的没有背叛您，也没有捅你一刀，更加没有陷害您！我也尝试做到最好了。老师，难倒尝试也是错误的？或许我用错了方法

老师，试问，我与您也相处了好几年了。难道您还不清楚我的为人？我又怎么回去陷害一个我尊敬的恩师？老师，请您相信我，我真的没有那样！

我在想，换作是别的老师这么说我的话，我应该不会有这样的反应。但，阮老师，您的话一从口里出来，我的心情简直跌入了谷底。老师，我明白您也是这样的心情。期望越高，失望越大。这句话我明白。我辜负了您，难怪你会这么伤心。

后来，在训导主任的办公室里，我们又遇见了您。其实，我很像和您道个歉，再给您个拥抱。但，眼泪只顾着流，我忍了很久了！但是看见您，就会流泪。

那时，我只对您说了句对不起。您眼里的眼泪又来了，您还是强忍住泪水，反驳我：“说对不起有用吗？！”然后头也不会的就冲出了办公室。后来我也去洗了脸。
听说，您为了这件事烦恼不已，甚至还真的流过泪。老师，都是我一手造成的！

我现在只要一闭上眼睛就想到您，要如何对您说对不起；见到你时，应该对您行个礼吗？或是说声早安？我不敢想象，连说出您的名字，我想都不敢想。说实在的，我不知该如何面对您了。

老师，就算全世界的人都误会我，我都无所谓！只要您不要再误会我了。我希望我们能够和好如初，像当年一样开心的聊天，做事。我不希望会失去一位像您那么伟大的老师！一日为师，终生为父。就算您真的不理睬我，我还是会一样尊敬您的。

老师，对不起。我爱您。
原谅别人就是善待自己。

哈哈

2010-07-22T17:29:00.003+08:00

你，人见人爱，车见车载。

而我呢？

黑黑实实，无可取代。

Days before pameran.

2010-07-22T16:41:00.004+08:00

The miss-you-feeling is back again. :S

THIS WEEK IS REALLY BUSY, BECAUSE HARI PAMERAN IS AROUND THE CORNER!

I scolded those form 1 and 2 juniors at meeting this afternoon. Yinglee said I have a 'chuan' look, oh nooooo I wanted to show my fierce look, actually. Oh nevermind -.-

I also scolded by Cik Yuen when we're doing our pameran stuff. OK I know Im not a good AJK Pameran............ :(((

Mr Lok asked us, AJK to halau students from the blocks to the hall. When we almost done, he asked those students back to their class and continue doing the pameran stuff. Wth!

Finally a good news for today. At first Siang Ho doesnt want to participate in the emcee stuff, but after that, she promised to come! Moreover, Boon Jhoe is following too!!! Yayyyyyyyy :D

And, I saw Chris PCK at school today! He was like.. duno me already? SWT

The funny part of the day. Kaixin and I played volleyball today, with our sch uniform. (Pls dont learn) Then Zhongyuan Jackson SiongJun and Sean joined us. ZY scared me when he said:"Ohhhh! You're playing with yr uniform on again." :S Lastly, ZY became the 'monkey' and we played like.. LOL! funny funny :D

&&&

Im using cantonese chatting with Haoyang, wahh so difficult to think of the word and type, hahaha!

Hope tmr'll be a sucessful day. Opps! Outsiders are not allowed to go to our school tmr. Chicken, Im going to miss you!

Surprise!

2010-07-18T19:09:00.004+08:00

I have to start this story from this Friday. Mom fetched me back from tuition that night. In the car..

Mom:"Eh tmr what time u want to wake up?"

Me:"Har? Dunno." (Most probably she thought I'll sit infront of the computer next day)

Mom:"So, can you wake up at 10am?"

Me:"Ah? Ok ah I nvm maaa"
(this is getting weird, mm tong.. mom wants me to accompany her to market tmr? Or going to fill my time like working at her office etc)

I continued:"Why? U want bring me to shopping meh?! Hahaha" (I know she wont, she's not the kind who fancies shopping)

Mom:"Ya la! I want bring you go shopping."

Me:"WHAAAAT? Dont joke la, you want bring me go Carrefour buy groceries is it?"

Mom:"No, I bring you go shopping"

Me:"Real shopping? That kind I want?"

Mom:"YES."

*This is like, impossible man! HAHAHA*

At night, when Im going to bed, Yinglee said:"Jie, tmr wear skirt ah! Rmb wear nice abit, wear your bracelet, necklace eevrything la"

Me:"Why? Shopping only wor."

YL:"No la. Usually you wear till so normal. Tmr nice abit lor"

Me:"Means I not nice la? Hahaha. Ok la see how first"

Few minutes later..

YL:"Jie, what's yr IC number?"

*I gave her*

Next morning, I really woke up early. Due to some problems, we cant really go shopping that day. However, mom told me something.

Mom:"Eh tmr we only go shopping la! Today time's not convenient"

Me:"Yerrrrrr. Ok lor. Eh go where jek? hehe"

Mom:"Surprise! (doing peace sign)" SWT

Me:"So mysterious == Yinglee, what's the surprise?"

YL:"Ask me 10am tmr morning." (??)

This morning..

YL:"Jie! I think you better wear jeans. Dont wear skirt edi. And, fast fast go get ready lah!"

Me:"Ok. Eh why not you go and get ready too?"

YL:"Aiya, later first"

*Bathing*

Mom:"Ying ahh, I give you RM30 stand by ah, and rmb bring your IC"

Me:"WHAT?" (This is getting weird man)

After that, while I was reading my story book, a familiar car stopped by at my house gate. Er.... Sinling's car?!!! Later on I saw SL, Jiaqian and Kaixin went down. o.O

Me:"Ehhhh! Why you guys come without telling me one?!"

Them:"You hvnt get ready? Faster la we going Sunway, 11am the taxi coming le"

Omg lol.

THEY ARE BRINGING ME OUT!?

Omg we are hanging out, for our very first time! This is because they wana celebrate my advance bday, haha swt!

So, we went there by taxi. (omg they pay for me) After reaching there, we got a free Lipton green tea when we straight came down the taxi. We had our lunch at Simply Penang. Blek, food not nice but damn expensive. :S

My laksa - one word can describe the taste - SOURRRRR!

I rather choose their nasi lemak. But it's much more expensive. (You know, they're paying for me) awww!

Then we walk without destination, lol. Try on clothes (like every girl does) and walked walked walked.

Forever 21! Omg Jiaqian is so funny in that sunglasses! HAHAHHAHAHHA

Went ice skating! P/s:All of us doesnt know how to skate and it's going to be our very first time! *It's very expensive too, somemore have to buy glove* :(

I dont know how to wear the shoes I tell you, then simply tie up the shoe lace and walk edi. Omg cant even walk properly! We 4 girls kept holding hands together and envy-ing why other ppl can walk so fast and easy -.-

(Our legs were so damn painful, and "sour")

After that, we tried to walk into the icey floor. 4 of us hold each other's hands tightly, and the glass beside us. We stucked there bcz we dont know how to go in! OMG LOL. When it's my turn to go in, I simply hold a girl's hand and kept on saying sorry to her.

Me:"Err, Im so sorry! Can I hold you for a while?"

Girl:"Oh it's ok! You first time came?"

Me:"Yea, can you teach us how to skate?" (hehe)

Girl:"Ohh, ok ah! I call my friends come first."

Then they started to teach us. (Mostly balancing ourselves) The one Im holding hands with named Mee Theng. Her friends who came up later were Jiawen Sookteng CC and Zhi Hao. I've no idea why the skate shoes will move itself while Im just standing there without moving! Then when I wanted to go to the side I fell (lol). I quickly stand up but I cant! Then Meetheng told me have to use knee to stand. (walao!) Few minutes later they said our shoe laces were too loose so they brought us out of the place. Dim ji, I fell again! LOOOOOOL so embarrassed!! XD

CC helped me to tie the shoe laces. (omg thanks!) and we went in again. This time Im more balance and nvr fell anymore! We always exchange different ppl to teach us la of course. That time ZhiHao (one of their cousin brother) holding Kaixin's hand. Suddenly a girl behind them fell down, and she caused ZhiHao unbalance bcz the shoes "lou mai" edi. Then ZhiHao fell onto Kaixin's body! OMGGG AND I SAW THAT OK! :S

P/s: We actually used up one hour and only managed to finish ONE round. SWT

From left (top):Jiawen, Mee Theng, Jia Qian, Sin Ling and Kaixin. (Below): Me, CC.

We chatted, and exchange hp number somemore! Hahaha. They're from girl school @ SMK Taman Petaling. They're all 14 years old only! Except Meetheng, she studied remove before, and ZhiHao is 18. We had lotsa fun with them! Jiawen is the most "experienced" there, she taught me to relax my body (to balance) and ask me to find the feeling of paktoh (will relax abit wor) but I still hold her hands tightly! HAHAHA.

:)

We went shopping after ice skating. Went some shops and started to try on clothes, haha!

Sin Ling damn sexy right!! *Joseph, Im sry I havent prepare whole box of tissue for you*

Went back at 6pm. Kaixin's dad come ad fetched us back.

Photos in the car. (Sin Ling is sooo cute!)

Honestly, to the 3 of you, THANK YOU! :) It's from the bottom of my heart. You guys really made my day! Awesome.

变化无穷的一天

2010-07-16T23:58:00.004+08:00

The first good news of my day.

IM RECOVERED FROM MY FLU AND SORETHROAT ALREADY! :DDD

I've been to school really early in the morning this entire week! I wonder why some people still shocked seeing me this morning..

JK:"Ehh?! Why are you here, so early?"

Me:"I'm this early this week what! Omg now you only realized?"

Im quite upset this morning. Today'll be the last day for those AJKs and start from next week onwards, we, the new AJKs will take over everything. Sad case huh? I started to miss the old AJKs. Their serious attitude, funny lame jokes and everything! Without them, we'll have to work really hard. This is normal lor, right?

p/s: My senior, Chong Ee Leng said she's very touched by me. It's because I sacrificed myself to come to school early in order to duty on time. I love her, I tell you :P

Oh yea, our new AJK list is out. Arthur is the new PK now! And the four Ketua Bloks are:-
Andrew, Bala, Kar Yee, and Falihah.

Spotcheck-ed Lower Six after that. One class got about 9 hp, wow! *Haoyang, sry lahh yr milk candies..* XD

Accidentally found out my BM teacher sharing the same bday with me! We both also 24 hours 7 days HYPER one, she said. Haha! She sang "Waka Waka" today with a funny tone. "Waka waka eh AH!" SWT! She somemore imitated the flying dinosaur, whole class laugh until perut sakit XD

PJ after that, wohoo! Today's volleyball no air alr, instead we played badminton. JK and the gang come and gao gao zan! Somemore make our shuttlecock flew onto the roof -.- Btw, do Form6 have PJ?

Did the layouts for sch magazine at bilik sidang redaksi with Syuen and Caroline. (aiks, missed my recess time!) Accidentally found MBS's sch magazine and spotted Munyew, Ben, Lok, Jeff etc. Hahahaa!

Had spotcheck again. LOL.

Weng Yau:"Boon Jhoe, Siang Ho."

Them:"Yes?"

Weng Yau:"You guys, jaga pintu."

Them:"O.O......."

HAHAHAHAHA Ketua and Timbalan, have to jaga pintu!! XD I laughed so hard man, then Weng Yau chose me to jaga pintu w BJ. == Damn boring, chatted w BJ and checked a guy's bag. I found smth and Im not sure.....

Me (with a confused look):"Ehh? Dont tell me you boy need to bring pad worr! OMG"

Him:"Aduh! This is my friend's bag la!"

SWT-NESS.

Had meeting after that! Omg when Siang Ho's giving the speech, I found my tears were rolling down. (aiks!) Sin Ling saw that, and kept on saying:"Yingsiewwww! Dont cry laaaah!" Siang Ho's going to cry too, SL said. T___T i'll surely miss you guys!

The video part, someone made a video esp for the old AJKs and pengumuman new AJKs. Mygod we're laughing so hard until stomach also canot tahan when we saw our perasan photos on the screen!!(You know, they took it from FB) Omg dicipline teachers were still there man, hahahahaa!

Did pameran stuff @ 5A12. Cik Yuen seemed to be very stress and quite alot of us scolded by her, include me :( Nvm, after 23rd July we'll all be free again! Btw, Xin Mei chosen me to act in the drama on that day and Im 王母娘娘! HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

So.. I missed my car again (omg lol) and back with Jiaqian's car. Thanks!

*Joseph did tell me funny things about Sinling. omg it's so sweet ok? :D Joseph, hi!

Last but not least, Mun Yew wants to be Handelababy?!!! WALAOWEI

One more (haha), Siang Ho, thank youuuuu! So, I have high expectation, and no dissapointment alr! If not mistaken and everything's going well, I'LL BE ONE OF THE EMCEE ON CHARITY CONCERT NIGHT 25TH JULY!

Understand

2010-07-15T18:39:00.002+08:00

Had a conversation with BoonJhoe.

Him:"Also dunno why so many girls admire Siang Ho. Because she very strict? Aduh, she "mu lao hu" (tigress) la."

Me:" What? mu lao hu?! LOL"

Him:"Really la, so many people like this mu lao hu. Huhuhu. LOL"

&&&

Him:"Eh your mom looks young! Your dad good taste"

HAHAHA!

Gila lah him :P

Report card day. Dutied with Chris and more at blocks. Joseph wrote his name in Chinese, and then suddenly he showed smth to me.

丘欣灵我爱你。张敬耀

SWEET ISNT IT?!

Did something really stupid today. I didnt notice that the aunty infront me is Andrew's mom, so i said:"Andrew! No parents come and fetch you canot go out one wor!"

Suddenly his mom turned her head and said:"Im his mother la! Haha"

Zadou, Wencai teased:"Yingsiew, you "gin ga jiong"(meet his parents) already ooh!" ==

Mom reached after that, I kept on introducing my mom to others. HAHA! Met Mrs. Woon. She almost cried when she talked something about child education blah and my mom also tahan-ing her tears, LOL.

Haoyang, your mom mad chio eh! pro pro xD next time we must introduce our mom to each other perhaps? HAHAHAHA :D

Dong Gu Tao (you know who), thanks! And Jack, haha! I like this - Dua tiger dua tiger, run fast fast. LOL

Oh yea, nowadays I really went to school pretty early. Thanks to Mr. Lou! And quite alot of them asked me:"Wh why are you here? So early one!" HAHAHHA :D

Argh

2010-07-12T16:18:00.003+08:00

I hope I can do everything that I want them to finish ASAP.

It's like last time again! Pameran, sch magazine, homeworks and tuition, my AJK duty, and lots more!

OMG please, I'll be pretty busy nowadays. Pameran's on 23rd July! Arghhhh. Plus my mood not that good now, rumours are all around -__- and I havent recovered from my flu, aiks.

That's all, ciao.

Volleyball competition!

2010-07-10T15:36:00.002+08:00

What to say? Volleyball's my favourite!

Spotted few handsome guys with friends. Not bad, he talked to me. :P (VC, I know his name already, heheh)

Flu + a lil fever since Friday.

Today I went to school to duty. Once I stepped inside the school, Arthur and Pky started to talk nonsense already. LOL they said something I really dont understand. (tease la tease la, one day i'll prove to you that you're wrong) xD

Cant wait for tmr! Cause I wont be late to sch anymore, thanks to Yi Xi :D

Btw, reading these nowadays!

Randomness.

2010-07-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

Wanted to share this funny yet cold joke with you guys!!

二奶是什么？
其实，把字拆开来，意思是很简单的。
二，就是两个。奶，就是指在纽西兰生产的一种白色液体。据说老人喝了身体强壮，小孩喝了快高长大
但是，二奶如果联合起来，意思有好几种呢！（这是根据街头巷尾安娣们的意见）
它能比喻成：
（人物）小老婆
（动物）狐狸精
（非生物）不要脸的东西
（动作）我要拿刀砍她！
（遭遇）我老公外面就有一个

HAHAHAHAHA!

I joined the volleyball competition antara class. So, srsly I don't know anything about it. I wanted to learn it in a proper way so much but I've tried! I think, I wont be good in anything. Nono, everything :( But it was really fun playing! How I wish I can play it like everyone does.

Yesterday was awful! It was raining cats and dogs at around 2pm. Our school was flooded, and everyone get wet! Heard from my friend, one of Haoyang's friend get hurt when they're playing football in the hall. The floor was very slippery and he hurt his head.. Is he OK now?
Eh, no jokes wey. The tent infront of our canteen had flew up to Block C and completely destroyed; everyone's shoes and shirts get wet; floods everywhere and caused traffic jam etc. Omg

Today played volleyball again with Kaixin, Andrew, and Waikuan. How come they're so pro in that, while Im just like a.. a SUCKER? :(((((((((

Arthur and Victor:"Yingsiew! Why you dont want pak toh wor?"
Me:"Why should I?"
Them:"Then why dont want try try wor?"
Me:"Why you guys keep interupting in my relationship?"
Them:"You didn't like anyone?
Me:"Got ah, you la Arthur, hahaha."

They're speechless.

I think this is the way to stop it, heheheh.

P/s: I nearly "faint" because of those rumours. LOL

June is over, now comes July!

2010-07-01T23:25:00.006+08:00

taken in my garden, pink dragonfly. How lovely, eh?

Believe it or not, July is my favourite month!
Hahahah.

&& I bet someone will really like this. But srsly, I dont like the taste. The liquor inside the chocolate tasted sooo hot and spicy. LOL

But they're cute, aren't they? :D

I just finished reading "Confessions Of A Shopaholic" ! & now started to read "Shopaholic Takes Manhattan". Nice novels anyway :)

But still, I prefer "Twenties Girl" the most! :D

The one sitting beside me at school is going to absent from Tuesday onwards to Sunday! Im so gonna miss her, eh? And Rachel Tang's gonna leave to S'pore this year end, we're planning to hang out together with Syuen and Caroline!

4 of us!
*We even created a group on FB and shared lots of secrets in there!*

Yes yes yes, someone hated me I guess? He's acting so weird at sch when I saw him. He doesnt even wants to bother me whenever I smile or say Hi to him. How weird? Finally I knew it. HE SAID BECAUSE IM A PK. hell?

Ps: Fyi, the words "I'M IN A RELATIONSHIP" aren't written on my forehead.

Don't stop, believing!

2010-06-30T17:02:00.002+08:00

Sam Tsui is really pro, he did all the background music himself! (thanks to Syuen who introduced this)

Prepared this song in conjunction of English Week and both 4A12 & 4A11-ers only took one day to practise everything! So, Regigi Clement Syuen and I lead the team to sing the song this morning, and it turned out.. err awkward. (lol)

Today I was being so damn busy,

瞎忙
Chinese people say.

Oh yea, I missed my van yesterday, again! Oh SWT not the first time already, and really thanks to BoonJhoe!

***
This week, I dont know what happened in FB. I saw quite alot of my friends played the status game. Ah no wonder I saw FOO MUN YEW, YU HAO YANG, CHAN KIT YEE etc. And their pictures all exchanged already! I played too, finally become like this.

Jiunkang's picture, Jyeshin's surname (lim), and Ben dared me not to on FB for a week, lastly Im in a relationship with Ryan Yu, bwahahaha! I gave up edi la and I on-ed back FB. LOL

I suddenly remebered this! Chan Pheng's brother, JeanPheng was my childhood best friend, HAHAHAHA! Before this I heard some "news" about him by Haoyang and.. omg!

Overjoyed.

2010-06-25T22:43:00.001+08:00

Something like GLEE? Oh whatever, it's PLAY. :D

Alright, I believe today will be a good day. I kind of looking forward to it and I don't know why.

Did you all noticed that this morning was kinda windy and comfortable and made you feel like you're on the beach and .. aww I just like the weather!! As soon as I stepped out my foot from my van, I heard someone called my name. I turned my head around and tried to look everywhere but I failed to see who are they.

Suddenly I heard their laughter, alright I knew it. They're Hongsyuen and Kaixin! They laughed at me because I cant see them and from that moment, I grinned. They're the first who made me showed my smile on this day!

So I continue "laughing" and Karyee Wencai saw it. Karyee:"颖绣，你今天很容光焕发！ZOMOK 一直笑！哈哈”

*So I continue laughing along the Jalan Utama, lol!*

Saw Junyen while I was walking to my class.
He said:"Good morning ah, AJK!"
"Im not an AJK yet! And I really don't dare to think of it."
"Aiya, you jia jia lah :P"

SWT -__-

Reached class. Saw Mernjo was talking with Caroline. I continue my sleep, oh my it's so comfortable, with the wind blowing your face and hair! Heheheh.

Had a so called meeting with Rachel, Syuen and Caroline. Hey we've created a group ourself, named 4 of us! LOL hahaha. Today is Rachel's last day at school, she's going to Singapore to study! We gonna miss you! Took photos by Limken's camera, haha!

I "curi" a marker pen from 4A10 (shhh). OHMAIGOD first time I curi things and so ngam Junyen and his piggy were yi yi yap yap there, aiks! xD

After that we had PJ! omg omg omg it had been 2 months +, almost 3 months I never PJ already! And I missed my baby volleyball :') So, I changed my sports attire with excitement and played with Kaixin, Biqing and Weywenn, yayyyy!

Quite upset when I realized Cik Loges wasn't there. (we need teacher to borrow the ball for us) Finally Xiangting and I spotted her and followed her to the office. HOOORAY omg I damn happy sudah :DDDDDD Although my arms were red and black (those sands wth) and looked like African, I don't mind! Im soooo excited because I can touch the ball!

Recess time, Syuen and I were asked to go to BD. Actually I did heard some news about the AJK list this morning. Dont know why, I kept thinking I'll be the Ketua Blok. Syuen kept telling me I'll be the PK, oh god -.- Nervous! I'll just make it short here: (The AJK list)

Ketua Pengawas: Ong Chun Hoong (if he agrees, bad Junyen gave up edi)
Timbalan Ketua Pengawas: Charmaine Low
Penolong Ketua (not sure the arranging yet): Lee Weng Yau, Chris Chia, Ronnie Ng, Ee Leng and I.
Setiausaha: Vivian Chong!
Bendahari: Ng Hong Syuen (She damn surprised)
AJK 1: Ong Zhi Hao (kelewatan)
AJK 2: Leong Jia Qian (kebersihan)
AJK 3: Leong Kar Yan (pakaian)
AJK 4: Tamiko Foo (first female AJK Canteen! how cool)
AJK 5: Leong Chee Weng (rambut)
AJK 6: Hue Sin Ling (merit-dimerit)
AJK 7: Joanne Thong (SSDM)
Ketua-ketua Blok: (will only choose four) Arthur, Andrew, Chun Yi, Bala, Ji Jing, Kar Yee, W.Kai Xin, and a malay idk who.

After school, I said bye to Jackson, we even shook hand again. Omg happy that we're still friends! Overall today is a happy day. And I cant believe that the news spreaded so fast, on FB especially!

I know you love me.

2010-06-24T18:39:00.002+08:00

Is that the sign of LOSER?

The time I got back my Chemistry paper, I knew it.

I failed, with 33%. I dont want to ask teacher for the two marks because I know Im not deserve to get that. Whatever, just a RED one in my report card.

Im so sorry to myself. Im so sorry to mom. I can see the dissapointment on her face and my tears started to roll down. I wonder why am I so emotional?

Mom said: 不要自我放弃。这就是你最大的缺点。

Alright, it's very true. I realized that I always think myself is stupid, doesnt have "science brain" etc. And I started to GO THROUGH whatever science stuffs before exam and finally i got bad results.

Now Im finding tuition for my science subjects. Think positive is my motivation. I hope I'll never fail again! It's not a nice thing to show though. Hah!

Ps: Sory for my rudeness on Tuesday, boy. And thanks for yr kindness, glad that we're still friends!

Damn busy, incharging for the English week and Chinese week's performances!

blushed

2010-06-21T16:53:00.004+08:00

Had insomnia last night, slept only 3 and a half hours. *yawns*

Although I always have this words (Think Positive) in my mind, I couldn't make it when I realized that I'm going to speak on the stage in front of every teachers and students!

Reached school at 7.20am and "fly to my classroom" as fast as possible. Then rushed down to meet BoonJhoe to get the script for the assembly. Teachers were surrounding me when they knew that I'm going to be the Pengerus Majlis and kept asking me things such as who'll be on the stage after this, what's the event going on later blah blah blah.
I felt really confused, and they asked me:"Are you okay?"

OMG I PRETENDED THAT I AM OKAY (but actually not okay at all) LOL!

As soon as I get ready everything, pengetua wanted to start it asap because there'll be lots of events going on. After BJ settled everything and passed me the mic..
OHMAIGOD. I hardly can breathe, lol.

So the speaking thingy was uh-okay? I guessed so, because surprisingly my voice didn't falter. BUT MY LEGS WERE SHAKING LIKE JELLIES, hoho. Luckily no one saw it!

I did some mistakes in some parts. That time I was supposed to give the instruction to the students to sit down but I accidentally skipped it. Then, pengetua like.. murmuring to me? She asked me to call the students to sit down. LOL So I continued to ask those students to sit down. After that she felt surprised (haha) because she thought she can sit down when I giving instructions. I realized I haven't call the teachers to sit down before the students so I "Opps!" and it was a mess after that. I can hear everyone's laughing that time! How embarrassed :S

(I think I even showed my tongue - :P to pengetua, woots!)

Some teachers laughed at my pronunciations too!
Kitar semula, I think I pronouced as KITA. Pn Tay and Pn Tea suddenly turned their head to me and said:"KITARRRRR (the tongue.. u know)" Funny yet embarrassed!

Ended up, not that perfect but still, I managed to finish the script! Wohoo special thanks to BJ! He helped me alot and sometimes told me some words that I have to say when I was holding the mic. My mind was blank actually!

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Friends said I did a good job! And they like my voice, too. Hahaha. Caroline said it's because my voice is nice than pengetua's, mad! HAHAHAHHAHA.

Alright, Im so f*cked up today. Mostly because of my exam results. I dropped. Addmaths, Chemistry, Moral, Chinese, even PJK (failed). OHMAAAAAAIGOD I never fail before and now this's the first red one!

Look! Whole page wrong (chem)

Even Chinese I dropped, from 80 to 74. But Im still happy that teacher still likes my essay, weee!

Ps: Tian Shi is going to an interview tomorrow. It's about scholarship for the Student Exchange Program, she might go to Japan! WAAAAW I want to be an exchange student too, and Im looking forward to France!

Please...

2010-06-20T23:04:00.005+08:00

SHITTY SHIT.

Tomorrow's school reopen day. Excited! To see my friends again, hoho.

Alright, yesterday Boonjhoe told me I have to be the Pengerusi Majlis for Monday's assembly, which means tomorrow. Ahh? omg
What I hope is, I wont "toh sui" prefectorial board only, haha. And, dont laugh at me! If I did any mistakes. :P

Besides, Im doing the school magazine's layouts now. Im incharging of the Cross Country Race & Wajah Baharu SMKSS. Im going to NUTS, jeez.

Oh and anyway, Happy Father's Day! I havent hug him yet, and I dont want to. (ha-ha) He's watching the FIFA world cup now. I wonder why MALE likes football so much? Maybe it's like we girls like to shopping? I think so ;)

My brother's birthday today! Wait a minute, should be "brother". Chong Mun Yew! (we shared the same surname too! haha)

His baby look! Cute betul.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BRO!

Ps: My grandma fainted at the market today, and my cousin sister accidentally fell from a riding motorcycle. They both were in hospotal this afternoon! Omg luckily they're OK now :(

&& good luck for the one who havent done his homeworks! HAHAHA

;)

2010-06-14T18:10:00.002+08:00

This afternoon, *sms alert*

Awwh, going driving test now, damn gan jiong :S

IT'S HAOYANG! Finally, he waited for so long and now it is, he's going for the test, haha!

He said he gona buy a box of wine this evening coz he thinks that he'll fail.

Hahhahaa congratulations, im happy for you too when I saw the msg : Passed! :D

Remember fetch me someday! XD

Kursus PBSM

2010-06-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

It's Kursus PBSM! But honestly Im not that looking forward to it :(

First day.
-Woke up late! And VC was worried she thought Im not coming.

-Planned and discussed for the station game.

-Same group w Suelyn for the station game, located at Block G.

-Our station was about usungan, punishment : Drink our homemade coffee - nescafe 3 in 1 + pineapple chilli sauce!

-Sinling was the photographer! While VivianC's station located at scouts there.

-Lunch! Makan friend rice w fried chicken.

-After preparations for the Ghost House, we ate again! Haha

-Wash-up. Dinner!

-Juniors' presentation; Ghost house preparation.

-Ghost house! We three act as the ghost and go kacao ppl. In that game, we cant shout each other's name and so, my name is FIFA, Sinling's World, and VC's Cup. (Hahaha!) At first, mine was Yuba club, SL - Youtube, and VC - UFO.

-Wash-up. Chit-chatted about secrets, boys (lol), old memories, shopping etc and watched stars at the field from 1+ to 3+ am. Met Minyeen, Ahtu, Yiyang and Soonleong!

-Slept in 3A12's table. Asked Ahtu take pictures for three of us. Sejuknyaaa I just wearing a T-shirt and PJ pants.

The next day,
-Woke up at 5.30am. Tired + I flu already!

-Bfast! Bread and Milo

-Felt sick the whole day :(

-Marching competition.

-Lunch!

-War game, splashing water w water balloons at Block E. I didnt play, jaga those bags and valuables. LOL

-Prize giving ceremony.

Byebye.
Slept for 4 hours after bath. Woke up at 10pm, lol.

What can I do?

2010-06-10T15:46:00.005+08:00

Don't believe me?
Fine I dont think I gonna explain more.

Ps: Changed my song, sooooo suits my mood now. T__T

Prefects' camp

2010-06-06T21:43:00.012+08:00

Bought a cutey backpack and a small luggage last friday's morning to school. Im going to camp, after the exam. Hehe!

Met Kate-lyn and Michelle Hor when I reached school. They bought pillow! LOL
Met my friends and we put our luggage in Bilik Guru Disiplin after that.

Alright I'll just try to make this post easy.

First day - 4th June
We reached Kem Binaan Yayasan S'gor in one and a half hour. I heard smth very funny, a guy who just woke up (in the bus):"Eh kami dah sampai Kota Kinabalu?" LOL!

The camping site is actually NS camping site and it's a lil bit kampung. It has a big surrounding. Halls, classrooms, dorms, field etc. We'd been asked to go to the hall and listen to a talk by our trainer, Sir Tan, and the person in charge, Pak Nasir and atuk. Our theme of this camp is - First impression, impression management and leadership. Then we went to put our luggage in our dorms. We're given our own bed, pillow sheets and the blanket and have to put in ourselves.

In the dorms, there're only two little-mini-sized-fans with about 20 girls sleeping inside. Grr! One thing I can comment about the dorm and its surrounding - tons of mosquitoes flying around! The mosquitoes damn funny, when they sticked on your body, however you shake your body or what they'll just won't leave yr body! -.- Besides, the toilets are disgusting. Cockroaches, mosquitoes, spiders, ants etc are there. Sometimes, there's no water for us continue to bath (bath till halfway alr) LOL.

Oh yeah, my group members are Kadhijah, Chris Ng, LiYing, Shelley,Desmond, Asthen, LiShen and I.

Then we have ice breaking session on the field outside the hall. There're 10 groups in the camp. Each group need two representers to come out with a balloon given. Two ppl have to "hug" the balloon and guess what is the number behind us. If guessed wrongly, sorry la the AJKS will use toothpicks to make your balloon burst! Shelley and I were in a team, too bad my six sense always wrong and our balloon bursted by AJKS! Moreover, Chun Yew hit the raw egg on my head and the my shirt and trackbottom all kena egg (damn smelly). Shelley didnt kena! LOL.

After washing the egg on my body (-.-) we went back to the field and continue to play another game. We facing with another group, and one of their palm have toothpaste in it. If guessed wrongly the toothpaste will just wipe on yr face! Luckily im correct, but still everyone went crazy and kept wiping toothpaste on other's face XD

Then, group 1 to 5 will going for the rope course (im in group 2) while group 6 to 10 will play the obstacles first. Atuk briefs us with some precautions of the rope course, and let us know about the gadjets. I put on the gadjets and queue. Daniel Siow was the first one who go up! He climbs the ladder and walk thru the horizontal-ladder. Lastly, walk like the crab on the rope and jump down.

*sory my drawing's suck, lol*
It's my turn, I thought Im brave enough (lol) but when I climb up till halfway I wanted to surrender, coz it's really high! I continue to walk the horizontal-ladder and I almost fell down wth. When until the rope, my legs are shakingg. I got nervous, and I feel like singing, to calm myself. London bridge is the first song, but I realized I sang the wrong song - london bridge is FALLING DOWN.. SWT! And changed to Baby. When I wana go down, I forgotten to sit and put one of the legs down first. I straight away jump down and I screamed. Boonjhoe at downstairs who's pulling the rope also fly up HAHAHA! Wah, this really exciting!

Only the first group and second group tried this activity cz there's not much time left. We went for wash-up and dinner. After the dinner, we went for night walk in the jungle! Atuk told us some information about night walk such as dont shout in the jungle, must close to each other, and boys can hold girls' hand! ONLY FOR SAFETY :P If fall down, catch any part of the girl! LOL

Atuk wants us, 89 prefects to walk in a line. My group leader, Chris Ng wants us to selang-seli, means boy-girl-boy-girl-boy in the position during night walk. So my front is Desmond while behind's Asthen. Excited! Atuk says, when he give arahan, the first ppl will pass it, and slowly pass it till the end. We have some arahan such as berhenti! belakang ada orang tertinggal, ikut kiri, kanan ada air, tunduk etc. I hold Desmond and Asthen's hands (timid -.-) and started to walk in. The road is getting narrow and narrow and I almost slipped and fall down. :@

Didnt know night walk is that tiring! I sweated alot, and my spec became blur. Oh, during the night walk Asthen suddenly vomit, Michelle Yong and I got so nervous after that, luckily he's okay :) Eh one more thing! Atuk bluffs us la, he wants us to count again whether anyone lost and to my surprise there're only 88 people! Lastly I only know it's a joke, chey xD

The night walk last for one hour +. Gathered in the hall and started to discuss about the competition that we'll have on the next day. There're Beauty Pageant, human percussions, creative drill competition, dancing and talent show. Asthen and Shelley were chosen as the models! Oh and, I blurted out lots of ideas and opinions, haha! But my leader dont like it :( He said I have old and out-fashioned thinking.

Ps: my shoes full of mud after the night walk -.-
Bath, then sleep. So damn hot I tell you, mosquitoes also alot, I cant sleep -,- Ahh first night is awful :(

Second day - 5th June
Woke up at 5.30am! Cant sleep well last night. Had short circuit training (kind of exercise) and it's quite tiring. Then we had our bfast.

Sir Tan asked us to gather at another big hall and he gave us some speech about "Why first impression is important?". We're needed to present this title. After the presentation, we are given one hour to discuss for the creative drill competition. At first it went on smoothly but I getting angrier when I say out my opinion, my leader said:"Yingsiew, we're in 2010! Just throw away the oldies la, can? No one will listen to your oldies anymore, they like modern songs!" WAAALAO I KEPT SHOWING HIM ANGRY FACE. Even some of my group members doesnt really like him and feel like belasah him (lol). We discussed for one hour but ended up with not really nice marching. I started to get nervous, because as I see, every group is good, they seemed fully prepared. Fine, I just want us to do our best, and not to think about the prizes.

Times up, we went back to the classroom. We had kind of meeting with AJKS and all prefects. Even Sir Tan and Mr Lok is in there. Each group have to write three questions on a paper and BJ will take out only 10 pieces and solve the questions with AJKS. After all the 10 questions, BJ asked volunteers to give some comment about today or talk whatever we feels like as long as it's about prefect. Suddenly, he called me out, omg. I have to go out since everyone's clapping for me although my brain's actually EMPTY. Took the mic from him, and I started to be honest. I told everyone I dislike an AJK last time. Then I said I dislike a guy too, bcz of his attitude. OMG suddenly everyone's asking me who is HE? Surprisingly, AJKS behind me supported me and asked me to say out the name. Tears are rolling in my eyes. My voice become softer and softer and I blurted out:"CHRISTOPHER NG"

To my surprise everyone's clapping, and cheering! Damn, when I saying out the name I actually looking him in his eyes. I saw his expression changed and he felt unbelievable. I felt released, seriously. I told him to change his attitude which everyone doesnt like.

"Chris, I dont like the way you act, it's abit too over and I feel like you're berlagak. We're a team, we must work together, not only you who showing off your talent. Please listen and try to accept our opinions, you cant make everyone to like your ideas isnt it? IM SO SORRY.."

and I ran back to my place. Siangho says Im stupid lah, cause my tears flowing out, lol.

While walking to the canteen, everyone come beside me and say:"Yingsiew you're so brave! I admire you. You say out our thoughts, actually we dont like him also."
Even Chunyew shows me a thumbs up:"Yingsiew I damn admire you!" LOL I think he doesnt know I admire the way he duty too! haha.

Felt guilty, I dont dare to talk with Chris Ng anymore although we're in the same table. Shit, I forgotten at night we have to plan the competition thingy and I just said those words.. ahhh! I really do hope he'll change.

We continue our obstacles today. Shit, I FALL INTO THE WATER while using th rope to cross to the other side. My knee blue-black alr, and my shoes, trackbottom and shirt are wet. Embarrasing la, the water level only reach knees but I accidentally fall down and kena almost whole body :S But our group's the fastest who finish the obstacles. Thanks to the guys who helped the girls!

During the discussion after that, he acts like he doesnt care about this competition. When I ask his opinion, he said:"You boss ma, you say anything la! I no idea, later you say me bossy again." And he continue doing other things. WHAT'S WRONG?! I felt so sorry for my group members, but we have to continue, the show must go on. I almost fed up when I heard he says:"Aiya, just screw up! Dont ask me anymore I NO IDEA." WTFFFF?
Glad that Michelle Yong came, she's our group's AJK. She really gave us some brilliant ideas and finally I used "Macarena" song as the ending pose. Yes like finally we done! When practising, he doesnt wana co-operate. I know, he hates oldies. Pls la modern songs sure all nice one? His attitude - not serious, dont care makes me more angry, but we're a team. I kept telling him to co-operate, not that I dislike him, it's only I want him to change.

Oh ya, unfortunately, Chris Ng and I are the models (AHHHH!) cause they says we have talent. OMG I dont know how laaaa. I think he has two faces? At night when we practising another competition, he co-operated with us! Wow.

The competition went on well, I really cant imagine these are our last-minute works and we did quite well! Audience were shocked when they saw Chris and I were the models cause the thing just happened in the afternoon. :S First time I danced with him for the dancing competition, catwalk-ed together, and bekerjasama like everyone does. UNBELIEVABLE! My dancing, srsly sucks but still I did my best already. And, my talent show was kinda childish, I sang "If you happy and you know it clap your hands" Behind the song I just changed abit the lyrics.

A big thankyou to you all! Everyone followed my instructions and started to do the actions in my lyrics. Even Boonjhoe shows his thumbs to me. Awww ;) Quite sucessful uh? Chris's breakdance not bad too, at least everyone clapped for him :D

Till the dancing part. Actually I dont really like the ending pose he wants me to do, wtf. He wants me to lay on his arm, and one of my leg have to raise up high. Get what I meant? Ahh but what to do? Once in a lifetime, I told myself -.- He even acts like we're friend friend alr and touches my thigh, ahhhhhhhh! Wanted to slap him alreadyyy :(

Anyway, other groups really performed well, they did a great job, impressive! First time I become a model and honestly it's very tiring, haha.

Ps: Sir Tan praised me!! He said I did well, and he knows I tried my best (He realized that my dancing's sucks) LOL. Happy to hear that.

Went to bed at 2+, before sleep have to study the paper Sir Tan gave, tmr exam! Today is a real emotional day. Angry, sad, nervous, happy, excited just happened in one day!

Thrid day - 6th June
We're allowed to woke up late today! I woke up at 7.50 am heheheh. During bfast, I nvr talk to him le. Then it's exam time. Before that we're given an A4 paper and divide it into 7 for voting purpose.

There're 7 awards - The most creative camper, the most caring camper, the most responsible camper, the most eloquent camper (good in talking sense, not crapping), the bravest camper, and best female/male camper. After wrote out all the ppl's name, we start our exam.

We girls went back to our dorms and started to clean up the mess and our luggage. We did chat too! About him, you know who. Ahhh fine, I didnt care anymore the camp is going to end wad :P

We took our luggage and bed sheets to the classroom and it's closing ceremony. Teachers and Sir Tan gave speeches again! Suddenly felt sad cz the camp is end, but whenever I thought of its toilet I wana go back home fast! I just bath with three spiders ok *__*

Alright, it's time to give the prizes and awards. Our group is second-runner up!! OMG I WANTED TO CRY AGAIN. It's all last minute work, and you know, our relationship with him is not that good. BUT WE STILL MANAGE TO GET THE THIRD PLACE! omggggg thanks guys you all really sacrifice alot for the group ;') But I saw his face expression, he beh song wth (cz he wants to get champion, everyone knows) but who cares? ahaha my group members all were delighted! :D

To my surprise, I get the most creative camper award! I can see everyone's clapping for me, omg my tears are rolling in the eyes again! HAHAHA. Really happy, I learnt new things here and I got to get an award also! Not bad maa :P
Michelle Yong get the most caring camper award!
Shek Chen - the most eloquent.
Kumaran - the bravest!
Siangho - the most responsible :D

Sir Tan is the one who announced the winner's name. When he said:"The best female camper is.. MISS CHONG YING SIEW!" OMG MY TEARS BURSTED OUT ALREADY!
I stunned, and everyone's cheering screaming OMG OMG! Ahhhh THANKYOU GUYS, I'LL TAKE THAT AS A COMPLIMENT! The best male camper is Wengyau! Haha we used to be pengawas berkaliber during Form2, and now we're the partner again, hahaha XD

Ahh thanks guys :D!

Ps: When Chris Ng walked pass me, he said:"You won the two awards bcz of me u know." O________O he insulting me?

Took group photo. OMG Im so happy today. It'll be one of the best memories of mine! NOW I FOUND OUT IT'S WORTH TO ATTEND THIS CAMP.

At least, I learnt to say out my opinions, the leadership in myself and many more!
This is a very long post, sory that I crapped alot :)

Gtg.

2010-06-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

Yeah, gtg soon. After exam, i mean right after my Bio 1 paper I'll straight away go on to the bus and go Kuala Kubu Bahru for my prefects' camp.

Seriously, looking forward to it! *havent pack my stuffs yet, haha*
Gonna go for 3 days 2 nights, perharps this will be my last post dear. No worries I'll blog it very detail when I come back ;)

*Today brain's cracking, add maths!*

Oh ya, my dad bought durians last week.

So happy! But he doesnt like to eat though :|

*At grandma's kampung house when I was young*
Mom says LiYang and I look alike! HAHAHA

Old memories..

2010-05-28T21:58:00.006+08:00

Old memories were really.. made me happy, laughed so hard watching the videos me and my sister took using the old video camera five, six years ago.

I wonder, am I a good person last time? Haha
I know, Im not a pretty girl last time.
Eh, now also not aaaah

I should be very cute in my childhood but instread I looked mature.
Do you have old memories that really unforgettable? I know everyone does :)

One of my fav,

The crazy moments I had with a crazy friend :P

and,

And got to visit orphanage, we should sayang sayang them when we can, haha :D

Oh anyway, which one is more cute? HAHAHAHA

Volkswagen Beetle Classic. (Mr. Bean's!)

Mini mini mini cooper!

A happy day!

2010-05-27T19:24:00.004+08:00

Sang the song - Telephone by Lady Gaga ft Beyonce with Hongsyuen this morning! Damn lo i so kek sui xD We are planning to make music video for this in the holidays! :DDD

Andrew and Waikuan did something really shocking, they sang. LOL.
After recess while I reached in the classroom, I heard a "NICE" voice singing I Will Always Love You by fatty zai.

Damn, I laughed so hard!
Cant believe they'll sing also!! Then it was like.. everyone looking at them. (they acted like Pro singer while singing LOL!) I followed them to sing too, hahaha crazy :D

Then now.. it obsessed in my mind oh gosh and Yentheng thought Im in love because of the status, haha!

Haoyang, I know you will see this.
What I want to say is, thank you so much for making me laugh!

In case in the future I feel sad I'll look at this again XD

Ps: Learnt some Japanese from Wencaicai today, damn cute-sy lor! :b Wencai, Jojo wa daisuki desu!

Canto pro!

2010-05-26T18:05:00.004+08:00

1. So many people die, never see you die.
甘多人死，唔見你死。

2. You teach me how to come out and walk in the future?　
你教我以後點出嚟行?

3. If you have enough ginger, put your horse to me.　
如果你夠姜既話就放馬過嚟。

4. “I saw a pork chop”　
我見到件豬扒啊。

5. Are you road?　
你係咪路啊？

6. What the water are you?　
你係乜水啊？

7. Do you big me?　
你大我啊？

8. Zebra chops people.　
班馬劈友。

9. The king of the cutting girl.　
界女王。

10. Cut my head and let you sit on it as a chair.　
批我個頭俾你當凳坐。

11. Do you think me didn’t arrive?　
你當我無到？

12. You have seed, I will give you some color to see, brothers, together up.　
你有種，我會俾D顏色你睇，兄弟，同我一齊上！

13. Today I was very black son.　
今日我好黑仔。

14. I am wearing grass.　
我著緊草。

15. Two beat six.　
二打六

16. Two five son.　
二五仔

17. Piano piano green.　
琴琴青

18. I give you some color to see see.　
我俾D顏色你睇睇！

19. Stupid stupid want to move .　
蠢蠢欲動。

20. People mountain people sea .　
人山人海。

21. How senior are you?　
你算老幾?

22. What the ghost are you talk?　
你講乜鬼?

23. I fear that you have teeth.　
我驚你有牙！

24. Heart flower angry open.　
心花怒放。

25. Fish skin　魚皮。

26. Monster of blowing water.　
吹水怪。

27. Face green green　
面青青。

28. You see road carefully　
你小心睇路

29. You go to street carefully　
你出街小心D。

30. Do the world　
做世界。

31. Big tea rice　
大茶飯。

32. American chinese not enough.　
美中不足。

33. King eight egg.　
王八蛋

34. High hand.　
高手

35. Do you old dot me?　
你老點我呀?

36. One old water　
一舊水

37. I know your mouse.　
我識你老鼠！

38. Measure water/Pound water.　
磅水

39. A dragon service.　
一條龍服務

40. Pump water （?）　
抽水

41. I blow chicken to beat your group of the guys.　
我吹雞打你班友。

42. You jump building.　
你跳樓啦。

43. You come back home and eat banana　
你返屋企食蕉啦

44. I give you a hair.　
我俾條毛你ar!

45. Collect skin　
收皮

46. Collect father　
收爹

47. You give me collect father.　
你同我收爹！

48. Laugh die me.　
笑死我。

49. You give me stop.　
你同我企系度。

50. Eight woman　
八婆

51. Eight woman,you are good!　
八婆，你好野!

Examing woii

2010-05-24T22:39:00.007+08:00

Tomorrow, SEJARAH AND CHINESE PAPERRRRRRR

Again, mati kiao kiao. Eeee.

Happy sweet sixteen, Wencai! :)

Looks like wencai?
Curly hair, put lots of hair clips on her head, ninja turtle's spec, thick eyebrow and a birthmark near her mouth, lol! Me observant enough heheh. I drew her favourite stuffs around her, you can enlarge by clicking it. LOL

Da Lang!!! :DDD So cute lahh, haha.

*Drew this two piece of drawing til 12a.m. It's worth to see them happy :)

It's just a dream afterall.

2010-05-21T16:42:00.004+08:00